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Since I have no more money left in my bank account, my breakfast, lunch and dinner are extremely simple. I eat just to survive nowadays. I live like a monk, eating whatever you have.
You may wonder why I have no more money left in my bank account. As I mentioned before in my previous blogs that I believe they may blacklist me as well. Because I receive job rejections for every job I apply for, including jobs within the Film & TV industry since I want to be an actress, writer and filmmaker. But this career path also appears to have been obstructed. I have been working tirelessly trying to pursue my acting, writing and directing career for decades but never get anywhere. Therefore, it’s a clear sign of blacklisting.
Today, I will continue to work on my Particulars of Claim to initiate court proceedings and apply for injunctions as soon as possible. I can’t take it anymore. They also seem to distract me as much as they can by relentlessly harassing, monitoring every move I make both online and offline, bullying, humiliating, mocking, and intimidating me on a daily basis to overwhelm me and to cause me so much distress, so that I may just give up. It’s also very challenging for me to do this alone when I don’t have a solicitor to help me with this. But what can I do. I must do everything myself for now.
⚠️ Content Warning This blog post contains descriptions of 24/7 illegal, obsessive and intrusive surveillance, daily voyeurism, sexual exploitation / cybersex trafficking, and psychological abuse. Some readers may find these accounts distressing. Reader discretion is advised.
15/5/25
Voyeurism: Confirmed Surveillance via Hidden Cameras
During my stay at a hostel near King’s Cross Station.
Early in the morning at around 5:00 a.m., I woke up to go to the bathroom. The very moment I touched and opened the door handle, I heard another door open in precise synchrony—even though I had not stepped out into the hallway. My mobile phone was turned off, and I had made no noise that could have triggered this response. CCTV cannot explain this real-time reaction, as I had not yet exited the room. The only plausible explanation is the presence of hidden surveillance cameras inside the room that captured my movement. This suggests the harassers knew in advance that I was awake and about to leave the room, and coordinated another person to open a door in sync with mine to signal that I am being constantly watched. This is a direct violation of my privacy, and constitutes ongoing psychological harassment, especially as it occurred at such an early hour. The intrusion is profound and confirms that the surveillance is 24/7, including in vulnerable and private moments. When I came out of the room, I saw a Chinese-looking man also just came out of his room (Number 27). I stayed in room 23. So, it’s him who opened the door at the same time I did.
This act was clearly deliberate, invasive, and psychologically disturbing, reinforcing that I am being monitored around the clock, even during private and vulnerable moments. The fact that this harassment occurred at 5 a.m. further illustrates the level of obsessive, inhumane surveillance I am being subjected to.
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5/8/25
At precisely 3:46 pm, immediately after I finished using the bathroom, one of my housemates walked past my room, cleared her throat twice, and then opened the main door to exit the house. The timing again ended with the number “6,” a number repeatedly used in this harassment to signal intentionality.
17/8/25
1:12 am – Immediately after I made a turn in bed from left to right, I heard a motorcycle riding past my window.
1:15 am – Minutes later, I also heard the sound of someone making some noise – probably the neighbour next door as usual.
1:57 am – Again, immediately after I shifted my sleeping posture slightly, I heard someone slam the car door shut outside.
4:05 am – Immediately after I turned around in bed from left to right, I heard a thud sound coming from nearby or outside. Probably someone was closing a car door.
6:40 am – Immediately after I stretched myself in bed a bit, I heard the neighbour opening the door.
7:20 am – Immediately after I scratched my foot a bit, I heard someone cough outside.
7:25 am – Immediately after I sat down to pee in the bathroom, I heard a thud outside.
21/8/25 At approximately 1:40 PM, immediately after I finished brushing my teeth, I heard some individuals begin to converse outside while walking past my window. I managed to take a picture of them. One of them also wore a navy blue jacket, one of the colour ranges consistently used in the harassment campaign against me.
These are just some of the daily hints that they give me on a daily basis to let me know that I am being constantly watched via hidden cameras, which also record audio!
It’s pure psychological torture and conditioning techniques, as if to see how long I will last being psychologically tortured daily for an extended period.
This synchronised behaviour unequivocally demonstrates that my every movement, however minute, is being meticulously observed in real-time and daily through illegal surveillance methods, including but not limited to hidden cameras, with audio recording as well. The deliberate timing of these responses serves no purpose other than to intimidate me, instill profound paranoia, and convey the chilling message that my life is under constant, inescapable scrutiny. This technique is a direct and calculated assault on my mental well-being and my fundamental right to privacy and security within my own home, causing severe distress and an inability to feel safe or unobserved.
These incident match a consistent pattern where external noises and timed movements are used to communicate that my private activities are being watched in real time.
📄 Relevancy to the Case: At night, when external activity is minimal, the perpetrators appear to use passing vehicles to hint at surveillance whenever I turn in bed, go to the bathroom, or engage in other private activities. In the daytime, they employ more varied methods:
Housemates coughing, clearing their throats, or conversing at key moments.
Motorcycles or cars accelerating past my window during private activities.
These cues are frequently timed to end in 3, 6, 7, or 8—numbers used repeatedly in this harassment campaign against me to suggest deliberateness and coordination.
This pattern reinforces my evidence that the perpetrators (directly or indirectly) use external actors and sensory cues to convey surveillance and intimidate me, violating my privacy and creating a constant sense of being watched. It supports my claim that covert monitoring (including hidden cameras) is paired with psychological tactics to make the surveillance known and distressing.
If you’re reading this and experiencing similar things, then you’re being watched just like me! Therefore, this post is also to help other victims to recognise the pattern of abuse and illegal surveillance, so that you can protect yourself and your rights. It took me more than a decade to find out I have been secretly filmed and distributed for years. Therefore, this blog post is not just to share my experience but to raise awareness as well and to help other victims who may not yet know they’re a victim of illegal surveillance and voyeurism.
What they are doing to me daily match a ‘Gangstalking’ Training Manual below:
What I am experiencing daily precisely matches the description in the ‘Gangstalking’ Training Manual above: “Agents aim to make the target uncomfortable around the clock.”‘Gangstalking’ Training ManualThe red arrow in the image above shows you the link to download the ‘Gangstalking’ Training Manual on https://bounceblack.org/resources/organised-harassment/
There was a time when life felt beautifully ordinary — filled with dreams, deadlines, and late-night ideas typed into my digital notebooks, Google Docs, and screenplay software, stored on my devices. My world revolved around storytelling through acting, writing, and directing. They were not just ambitions; they were extensions of who I was. I lived for the thrill of creation — the magic of transforming a thought into a scene, a feeling into dialogue, a blank page into a living moment.
Every day was a balancing act between survival and imagination. I spent countless hours crafting scripts, developing characters, and mapping out stories that spoke to what it meant to be human — love, loss, loneliness, courage, identity. My tiny flat was a workshop of ideas: storyboards taped to the walls, camera equipment leaned against the wall, screenwriting and filmmaking books on the shelf, stacks of screenplays on the dining table, etc. I wasn’t waiting for permission to begin — I was learning by doing.
I wrote screenplays and treatments, short films and feature concepts. Some scripts came alive on screen; others stayed tucked away, waiting for the right time. I taught myself how to write and direct — from shaping the story to framing shots — using every opportunity to learn, fail, experiment, and grow. Those early scripts and short films were raw and imperfect, but they were real. They were mine.
There was a sense of quiet hopefulness then — that if I kept going, kept believing, something would break through. I dreamed of seeing my name in the rolling credits of films that would move people the way cinematic storytelling had always fascinated me. I was chasing something pure — the art of telling captivating stories through films.
I had no idea that behind the calm of those ordinary creative days, a storm was gathering. That everything I had built — every dream, every piece of myself shared on screen or online — would soon be hacked and stolen for others to make profit but me – the real owner of my ideas, creativity and creation.
But before the darkness came, there was light — the kind that burns with purpose, with love for art, for storytelling, for life itself.
Today, I made a simple dish for my simple life — just stir-fried rice with bacon. Not out of choice, but necessity. Because I have only about £5 left in my bank account.
This is one of the many consequences I face for asserting my rights. It’s not only my access to lawyers that appears to have been obstructed, but also my financial independence. My creative works have seemingly been stolen, and I have allegedly been blacklisted, making it nearly impossible to earn a living or continue pursuing my passion for writing and filmmaking.
What should have been a path of creativity and growth has instead become a struggle for survival — simply because I chose to stand up for justice.
After writing this blog post, I will continue to work on my case. It’s challenging when you’re not a lawyer yourself. But I have no choice for the time being.
At the same time, I am also working on my book trying to make some kind of income in the meantime through self-publishing books.
Understanding Image-based Abuse Under the Sexual Offences Act 2003
The right to privacy is not a privilege — it’s a fundamental human right. Yet for many victims of voyeurism, illegal surveillance, and image-based abuse, this right is routinely violated in the most degrading ways imaginable.
Under Section 66(b) of the Sexual Offences Act 2003, it is a criminal offence to share or threaten to share an intimate photograph or film of a person without their consent. The law recognises several situations in which a person is considered to be in an intimate state — including acts of a sexual nature, exposure of genitals or breasts, urination or defecation, and any act of personal care related to those functions.
In short, the law is clear: recording or distributing such material without consent is a form of sexual abuse.
What Counts as an “Intimate State”?
The College of Policing guidance defines it precisely. A person is in an intimate state if:
They are participating in or engaging in a sexual act;
They are doing something a reasonable person would consider sexual;
Their genitals, buttocks, or breasts are exposed;
They are urinating or defecating; or
They are carrying out personal care associated with those acts.
These definitions capture not only overtly sexual acts but also moments of bodily vulnerability — the private routines we all expect to perform in absolute privacy.
The Role of Intention and Harm
According to Crown Prosecution Service (CPS) guidance, a crucial element in prosecuting these offences is intent to cause alarm, distress, or humiliation. This is why victim impact statements are vital — they communicate the devastating emotional and psychological effects of these violations.
When Harassment Becomes Psychological Torture
In my own experience, this abuse manifests through constant reminders that my privacy has been invaded — often in ways that appear choreographed to humiliate.
There are times when, immediately after I engage in a private act such as using the bathroom, some individuals outside begin chatting loudly, or a housemate exits / returns to the property as if on cue. These synchronised acts, repeated over time, send a clear message: you are being watched.
Such experiences go far beyond harassment. They are psychological tactics designed to reinforce powerlessness and fear, to make the victim feel that even their most private bodily functions are subject to surveillance and mockery.
The Human Cost
The emotional impact of these invasions cannot be overstated. To know or even suspect that one’s most intimate moments have been observed, recorded, or broadcast — and then weaponised to cause humiliation — is to live in a constant state of distress. It erodes dignity, safety, and trust in the world around you.
I have felt violated, degraded, and stripped of my humanity.
A Call for Recognition and Justice
This form of abuse — the deliberate exploitation of privacy through hidden surveillance, image-based abuse, and sexual humiliation — must be recognised for what it is: a serious sexual offence under UK law.
Victims deserve to be believed, protected, and empowered to seek justice. Law enforcement and the public must understand that these acts are not “pranks” or coincidences — they are orchestrated violations designed to cause trauma and control.
Privacy is sacred. The law exists to defend it. And silence only protects the perpetrators.
Today, I am having instant noodles for dinner as usual. Because I have less than £10 left in my bank account since I have no job, which I believe due to blacklisting, reputational sabotage, or economic sanction. I must therefore be careful not to spend any money at all. Well, I have no money to spend anyway.
It’s truly shocking that they apparently force me into poverty, and at the same time allegedly steal my ideas and then leak / sell to various writers, producers, filmmakers, film production and distribution companies, advertisement agencies, and so on, to create content and make films based on my creative works, my life and my private information without me receiving anything for it, plus I have to live in poverty and cannot pursue my dream career as an actress, writer and filmmaker either due to the alleged blacklisting.
Those who write and make films seemingly based on my stolen ideas, creative works, my private and confidential information without my consent or knowledge even received recognitions, awards, and more opportunities in the Film & TV industry.
But I, the original creator, have been prevented from using my own creative works to pursue my career as a writer and filmmaker — work that could have brought me income, recognition, awards, and further opportunities. At the same time, they appear to manipulate or pressure me into taking low-paid jobs such as cleaning, caretaking, or domestic work — a clear act of discrimination and humiliation. Moreover, my access to legal representation has also been obstructed, making it even more difficult to protect my rights and hold those responsible for the infringements to account.
The day I opened the first draft of my legal documents, I remember feeling the same cold steadiness that comes after a long storm. But I said to myself: “This is it. Today’s the day. I have to do it or be tortured to death! I couldn’t let them do this to me and my daughter anymore. Enough is enough. I am going to stop this once and for all.”
I had gathered months of evidence, each screenshot, email, photograph, etc. My computer had become both a weapon and a witness. Every time I typed, I was not just writing — I was reclaiming what had been stolen: my voice, my story, my right to exist without 24/7 intrusive surveillance.
Still, I hesitated before naming names. I knew the scale of what I was confronting — powerful entities, global platforms, entertainment companies, and the like.
So I wrote carefully. Deliberately. Fact by fact. I numbered each paragraph of my documents ready to file, as if each line was a step on a staircase I was building toward daylight and freedom from torture.
I described what had been done to me and my daughter — which is shockingly still ongoing — the illegal filming, the manipulation, harassment, intimidation, the coded messages in advertising and posts, the psychological torment — not as chaos, but as evidence. I was learning the language of law, teaching myself to translate pain into proof.
It was one of the hardest things I’ve ever done.
This is the first page of Chapter 6: Time to Seek Justice of my upcoming ebook: Predators.
I am still working on my upcoming ebook: Predators. Hopefully, I can manage to finish it today. It contains about 10 short chapters to make it digestible and to see how it goes first. If it’s going good, I may publish more books.
There’s a lot of work to be done. Because I act as my own lawyer, since my access to legal representation appears to have been obstructed, compiling documents, doing research on law, human rights violations, harassment, misuse of private information, unjust enrichment, breach of confidence, conspiracy, and many more. It’s overwhelming. Plus, I can’t get a job anywhere when they also seem to influence potential employers not to hire me.
Therefore, publishing my own books seems to be my only hope to make some kind of earnings for the time being. It is not just to provide me a possible source of income, but it may also benefit others to learn about the full extent of the harassment and abuse campaign against me. It’s more than a person can take. Especially if you’re a woman of colour with no help and support due to allegedly external influence, forcing you to protect your rights on your own. It’s a very severe form of discrimination, indeed.
This is the first page of the chapter 5 of my upcoming book: Predators.
My ebook is more of a memoir, detailing my horrific experience living under constant, illegal and intrusive surveillance, being sexually and commercially exploited, cybersex trafficked, sexually humiliated, racially and sexually harassed, intimidated, bullied, stalked, cyberstalked, and most of my human rights are being violated as well.
There’s more! They appear to sexually abuse my daughter via voyeurism as well. The exact same sexual abuse and exploitation they have been doing to me in secret for years. Seeing my daughter facing the same fate without her knowing what has probably been done to her is heartbreaking. Especially when I can’t stop this as fast as I could due to them blocking my access to lawyers as well, to give themselves the green light to continue to sexually abuse and exploit me and my daughter under the radar!
Therefore, this is a matter of huge public interest, and that’s why I think everyone should read it.
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