Simple Breakfast

Since I have no more money left in my bank account, my breakfast, lunch and dinner are extremely simple. I eat just to survive nowadays. I live like a monk, eating whatever you have.

You may wonder why I have no more money left in my bank account. As I mentioned before in my previous blogs that I believe they may blacklist me as well. Because I receive job rejections for every job I apply for, including jobs within the Film & TV industry since I want to be an actress, writer and filmmaker. But this career path also appears to have been obstructed. I have been working tirelessly trying to pursue my acting, writing and directing career for decades but never get anywhere. Therefore, it’s a clear sign of blacklisting.

Today, I will continue to work on my Particulars of Claim to initiate court proceedings and apply for injunctions as soon as possible. I can’t take it anymore. They also seem to distract me as much as they can by relentlessly harassing, monitoring every move I make both online and offline, bullying, humiliating, mocking, and intimidating me on a daily basis to overwhelm me and to cause me so much distress, so that I may just give up. It’s also very challenging for me to do this alone when I don’t have a solicitor to help me with this. But what can I do. I must do everything myself for now.

Breakfast and coffee

Simple Living

Today, I made a simple dish for my simple life — just stir-fried rice with bacon. Not out of choice, but necessity. Because I have only about £5 left in my bank account.

This is one of the many consequences I face for asserting my rights. It’s not only my access to lawyers that appears to have been obstructed, but also my financial independence. My creative works have seemingly been stolen, and I have allegedly been blacklisted, making it nearly impossible to earn a living or continue pursuing my passion for writing and filmmaking.

What should have been a path of creativity and growth has instead become a struggle for survival — simply because I chose to stand up for justice.

After writing this blog post, I will continue to work on my case. It’s challenging when you’re not a lawyer yourself. But I have no choice for the time being.

At the same time, I am also working on my book trying to make some kind of income in the meantime through self-publishing books.

Rice with bacon.

Instant Noodles for Dinner

Today, I am having instant noodles for dinner as usual. Because I have less than £10 left in my bank account since I have no job, which I believe due to blacklisting, reputational sabotage, or economic sanction. I must therefore be careful not to spend any money at all. Well, I have no money to spend anyway.

It’s truly shocking that they apparently force me into poverty, and at the same time allegedly steal my ideas and then leak / sell to various writers, producers, filmmakers, film production and distribution companies, advertisement agencies, and so on, to create content and make films based on my creative works, my life and my private information without me receiving anything for it, plus I have to live in poverty and cannot pursue my dream career as an actress, writer and filmmaker either due to the alleged blacklisting.

Those who write and make films seemingly based on my stolen ideas, creative works, my private and confidential information without my consent or knowledge even received recognitions, awards, and more opportunities in the Film & TV industry.

But I, the original creator, have been prevented from using my own creative works to pursue my career as a writer and filmmaker — work that could have brought me income, recognition, awards, and further opportunities. At the same time, they appear to manipulate or pressure me into taking low-paid jobs such as cleaning, caretaking, or domestic work — a clear act of discrimination and humiliation. Moreover, my access to legal representation has also been obstructed, making it even more difficult to protect my rights and hold those responsible for the infringements to account.

Is this a joke?

Instant noodles soup
Instant Noodles