Why I Tolerate This

You may wonder why I keep talking about how they relentlessly and illegally install hidden cameras in every place I live or go and even across Europe, including Denmark, non-consensually film me 24/7, distribute or live-stream the illegal footage for their own financial gain (illegal enterprise), misuse my private information on a massive scale, commercialise my private life, harass and intimidate me on a daily basis but do nothing about it to stop it and to hold my perpetrators accountable.

Believe me, I have tried all I can to stop the abuse. But they actively prevent me from getting any help and support to stop it by, for example:

  • Blocking my access to legal representation, to delay my case and to continue the abuse under the radar.
  • Influencing human rights lawyers and human rights organisations not to help me. Even Amnesty refused to help me. There’s something not quite right going on.
  • Intimidating me every time I physically try to go to a law firm to talk to a lawyer face-to-face instead. Because I know all my online activities and communications are being illegally monitored at all times, making it impossible for me to contact anyone for help. They even go as far as to get some men to use imitation firearms to pretend to shoot me with when I am on my way to consult a solicitor. Sometimes also employ a helicopter or two to chase me across London!
  • Unlawfully monitoring me via hidden cameras around the clock, which also record audio, to make sure if someone visits me and I ask for help, they will immediately know it, including what we’re talking about. They will then be able to contact the individual to manipulate, influence, or even intimidate them not to help me.
  • Unlawfully monitoring all my online activities and communications at all times to detect any help I attempt to seek via emails, phone calls, online submissions, etc. Even the computers at the public libraries are being monitored. So, I cannot use the computers there to seek help either.
  • Turning everyone against me – even my own housemates, unions, employers, potential employers, colleagues, GPs, hospitals, medical professionals, staff at the supermarkets, security personnel, staff at the Jobcentres, and just almost everyone – so I can’t ask them for help either. To make the matter worse, they also use these people as tools for harassment and intimidation as well, to make me think it’s hopeless trying to get help and may eventually give up. They simply try to isolate me and block all routes for help and support as much as possible. It’s like psychological murder.
  • Constantly monitoring me on social media as well.
  • Apparently making my court documents and evidence disappear each time I try to apply for injunction and initiate court proceedings. Because how on earth my important documents and evidence can just easily vanish from such a sensitive location (The Royal Court of Justice – King’s Bench Division), and it’s not just once but 2-3 times already.
  • Spreading misinformation to control the narrative and even appearing to pay journalists to write insulting articles to  indirectly target me and my daughter.
  • Economically sanctioning me by allegedly telling everyone not to hire me. So, I will remain vulnerable both financially and socially. This seems to serve two purposes: Sabotage my livelihoods and relationships. Because if I have a job, I will be talking to people and build a relationship or make friends, which may eventually expose their crimes against me and my daughter and may help stop the abuse, at long last. So, they don’t want that. Therefore, the economic sabotage is for the purpose of preventing me from getting help as well. They then appear to spread lies that I am lazy, don’t want to work and just want to receive benefits when it’s not true. I am a woman of colour, so it’s easy for them to make people think I just want to receive benefits to incite hatred as well.
  • The illegal footage unlawfully taken with the hidden cameras over the years then appears to be used as a tool of humiliation as well by disseminating it to third parties and platforms as much as they can, to cause me severe distress, embarrassment and humiliation and to defame me. Simultaneously, they also make money from it at my expense by distributing or live-streaming it to various places, amounting to illegal enterprise, unjust enrichment and organised crime.
  • Unlawfully obtaining my private information via various means. Mostly through the use of their agents to extract my sensitive and confidential information from almost everybody I know and then use that information to harass and intimidate me, to let me know that they are violating my privacy in every way possible. Moreover, they also appear to make profits from my private information as well by selling it to third parties. They simply treat me and my private information as their property and assets to use it however they want.
  • Using my housemates to constantly remind me of how they violate my human rights in very way possible – particularly article 3 (prohibition from torture, inhuman or degrading treatment), article 6 (right to a fair trial) and article 8 (right to privacy) under the ECHR. For example, almost every time I privately write in my document on my device about the hidden cameras, secret filming and distribution, they then appear to send my housemate to pretend to cough loudly while walking past my room before exiting the house when the time concludes with the digit 8, which symbolically refers to article 8 (right to privacy). They then do this repeatedly, so I know they are not coincidences but are signals to let me know that all my online activities are being illegally monitored by responding to what I type in real time while also making reference to article 8. It’s both psychological torture and coercive control or suppression of freedom of expression, to make me feel intimidated that everything I write is being illegally monitored at all times as well. And the more I talk about it, the more they will do it as a form of discreet censorship and punishment. So I may eventually stop exercising my rights due to fear of retaliation.

These are just some of the vicious, illegal acts committed against me, and possibly against my daughter as well.

They do all of this to me, not just to prevent me from getting help and support but to also cause me severe distress and humiliation, knowing that they don’t respect my rights and privacy. This is also intentional infliction of emotional distress.

So, although I don’t want any of this but due to their persistent attempts to prevent me from stopping the abuse and exploitation, as mentioned above, I am trapped in their ongoing abuse, prolonging my pain and suffering, unable to move on with my life, form relationships, or earn a living.

Every attempt to stop the abuse and exploitation has been met with more obstruction, abuse, intimidation, harassment, retaliation and victimisation, as described above. This is an abuse of power at its finest, including severe discrimination amounting to hate crime and crimes against humanity.

This appears to exceed the police power. Especially, when even top human rights lawyers and organisations refuse to help me. I therefore feel because I am suing the police and someone is covering up for the police; someone with power beyond police power. Thus, the name Keir Starmer, the British PM, came to mind. Particularly, when he used to be a human rights lawyer himself. If he is directly behind this or complicit in this, I should be able to sue him as well. No one is above the law. Even (prince) Andrew, Boris Johnson and other public figures have been sued. Maybe that’s why he blocks my access to lawyers, so that I cannot hold him accountable as well, and so that he and his gang can continue to abuse and exploit me and my daughter to no end. If this is true, he may be liable for malfeasance in public office among many other illegal acts committed against me and my daughter, including cybersex trade. The money from the illegal enterprise may go straight to his own pocket, constituting corruption.

Thus, cybersex trafficking and selling my and my daughter’s private information may be his side hustle beside his real job as a Prime Minister. He and his gang may make more money from this illegal enterprise. Because I believe it’s not just me who’s being secretly filmed and distributed but maybe my daughter as well due to lots of hints from their associates as if intentional, to induce anger and severe emotional distress. She is much younger than me (approximately 35 years old). So, they probably make lots of money on her. If this is true, he’s no difference than a pimp! His wife and kids should know this as well what he may have been doing behind their backs.

Maybe that’s why they continue to illegally install hidden cameras everywhere I live to carry on the abuse and exploitation since it’s a huge business for them. This looks more and more like organised crime as well.

He also appears to use public resources for his own personal gain by using public money or tax money to hire civilians to harass me on a daily basis (harassment for hire, which I will talk about it in another post). The amount of money being spent daily to harass me since 2024 when he came into power may have exceeded millions of pounds, if not billions, already. Therefore, this is a matter of public interest when a public servant abuses his power, commits crimes and misuses public resources. Thus, the public deserves to know about it and there must be an investigation. Because no one is above the law.

The video below shows Keir Starmer talking about how he’s tackling violence against women and girls. But he appears to be behind or complicit in the sexual abuse and exploitation of me, and possibly of my daughter as well, via the hidden cameras and cybersex trafficking himself. If this is true, the man is a complete hypocrite and dangerous, who should not be anywhere near women and girls and should certainly not run the country!

I managed to initiate court proceedings (Claim number KB-2025-004650), at long last. But the court stayed the proceedings for the time being to allow me time to amend my claim. I am now working day & night to amend my claim and to prepare for an urgent injunction application. Because my access to legal representation seems to be blocked, as I said earlier, so I must do everything myself for now.

If you care about justice, human rights, equality and crimes against humanity, please do not just read my blog but contact human rights lawyers, human rights organisations, investigative journalists and so fort for me. Because I can’t do this myself when I am being constantly monitored both online and offline. Clearly, they don’t want the truth to come out.

YouTube Video Demonstrating Stalking by Proxy

This morning, I had taken a video of individuals who were supposedly sent by my perpetrators to convey surveillance to make me feel uncomfortable around the clock, knowing that I am being constantly watched 24/7.

It’s one of their insidious techniques to cause me severe emotional distress, knowing that they are severely violating my privacy every single day. Furthermore, the illegal footage then seems to have been distributed and/or live-streamed to various places to make money on my as well.

Their abuse and illegal practices continue despite pending court proceedings. Because they have made it difficult for me to stop the abuse or challenge their illegal enterprises by allegedly preventing me from having legal representation.

Watch the video below, how they employ civilians to act as messengers to convey surveillance:

Furthermore, it has become alarmingly apparent that these defendants are not only targeting me but are also making repeated hints that suggest they may be sexually exploiting my daughter via hidden cameras, mirroring the abuse I have endured. This is therefore a matter of public interest!

What they are doing to my daughter is not just criminal — it’s deeply unethical and evil. She is an innocent third party being deliberately targeted to prevent her from accessing help or justice. This mirrors the same tactics I’ve experienced: suppression of information, obstruction of legal assistance, and retaliation whenever I try to protect myself or others.

If my daughter is indeed a victim, such actions directly violate her fundamental right to access justice under Article 6 of the European Convention on Human Rights, which protects every person’s right to be informed, to seek help, and to pursue legal remedies. Preventing her from even knowing she might be at risk denies her that right.

What’s happening mirrors the broader pattern I’ve faced—of influence being used to block legal representation and suppress information. Together, these tactics reveal a consistent effort to obstruct justice for victims of serious privacy and human-rights violations.

If you’re my daughter and reading this, you must consult a human rights lawyer IMMEDIATELY.

They may even try to prevent you from having legal representation by gaslighting or manipulating you into not believing me. Just like how they allegedly block my access to lawyers. You must therefore not to believe what others say and seek help as fast as you can before it’s too late!

Obsessive Surveillance

⚠️ Content Warning
This blog post contains descriptions of 24/7 illegal, obsessive and intrusive surveillance, daily voyeurism, sexual exploitation / cybersex trafficking, and psychological abuse. Some readers may find these accounts distressing. Reader discretion is advised.

15/5/25 

Voyeurism: Confirmed Surveillance via Hidden Cameras

During my stay at a hostel near King’s Cross Station. 

Early in the morning at around 5:00 a.m., I woke up to go to the bathroom. The very moment I touched and opened the door handle, I heard another door open in precise synchrony—even though I had not stepped out into the hallway. My mobile phone was turned off, and I had made no noise that could have triggered this response. CCTV cannot explain this real-time reaction, as I had not yet exited the room. The only plausible explanation is the presence of hidden surveillance cameras inside the room that captured my movement. This suggests the harassers knew in advance that I was awake and about to leave the room, and coordinated another person to open a door in sync with mine to signal that I am being constantly watched. This is a direct violation of my privacy, and constitutes ongoing psychological harassment, especially as it occurred at such an early hour. The intrusion is profound and confirms that the surveillance is 24/7, including in vulnerable and private moments. When I came out of the room, I saw a Chinese-looking man also just came out of his room (Number 27). I stayed in room 23. So, it’s him who opened the door at the same time I did. 

This act was clearly deliberate, invasive, and psychologically disturbing, reinforcing that I am being monitored around the clock, even during private and vulnerable moments. The fact that this harassment occurred at 5 a.m. further illustrates the level of obsessive, inhumane surveillance I am being subjected to.

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5/8/25

At precisely 3:46 pm, immediately after I finished using the bathroom, one of my housemates walked past my room, cleared her throat twice, and then opened the main door to exit the house. The timing again ended with the number “6,” a number repeatedly used in this harassment to signal intentionality.


17/8/25

1:12 am – Immediately after I made a turn in bed from left to right, I heard a motorcycle riding past my window.

1:15 am – Minutes later, I also heard the sound of someone making some noise – probably the neighbour next door as usual.

1:57 am – Again, immediately after I shifted my sleeping posture slightly, I heard someone slam the car door shut outside.

4:05 am – Immediately after I turned around in bed from left to right, I heard a thud sound coming from nearby or outside. Probably someone was closing a car door.

6:40 am – Immediately after I stretched myself in bed a bit, I heard the neighbour opening the door.

7:20 am – Immediately after I scratched my foot a bit, I heard someone cough outside.

7:25 am – Immediately after I sat down to pee in the bathroom, I heard a thud outside.


21/8/25
At approximately 1:40 PM, immediately after I finished brushing my teeth, I heard some individuals begin to converse outside while walking past my window. I managed to take a picture of them. One of them also wore a navy blue jacket, one of the colour ranges consistently used in the harassment campaign against me.

These are just some of the daily hints that they give me on a daily basis to let me know that I am being constantly watched via hidden cameras, which also record audio!

It’s pure psychological torture and conditioning techniques, as if to see how long I will last being psychologically tortured daily for an extended period.


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This synchronised behaviour unequivocally demonstrates that my every movement, however minute, is being meticulously observed in real-time and daily through illegal surveillance methods, including but not limited to hidden cameras, with audio recording as well. The deliberate timing of these responses serves no purpose other than to intimidate me, instill profound paranoia, and convey the chilling message that my life is under constant, inescapable scrutiny. This technique is a direct and calculated assault on my mental well-being and my fundamental right to privacy and security within my own home, causing severe distress and an inability to feel safe or unobserved.

These incident match a consistent pattern where external noises and timed movements are used to communicate that my private activities are being watched in real time.

📄 Relevancy to the Case:
At night, when external activity is minimal, the perpetrators appear to use passing vehicles to hint at surveillance whenever I turn in bed, go to the bathroom, or engage in other private activities. In the daytime, they employ more varied methods:

  • Housemates coughing, clearing their throats, or conversing at key moments.
  • Housemates or strangers walking past my window wearing specific colours mostly navy blue, army green and burgundy.
  • Motorcycles or cars accelerating past my window during private activities.

These cues are frequently timed to end in 3, 6, 7, or 8—numbers used repeatedly in this harassment campaign against me to suggest deliberateness and coordination.

This pattern reinforces my evidence that the perpetrators (directly or indirectly) use external actors and sensory cues to convey surveillance and intimidate me, violating my privacy and creating a constant sense of being watched. It supports my claim that covert monitoring (including hidden cameras) is paired with psychological tactics to make the surveillance known and distressing.

This will form part of my Exhibits to apply for privacy and harassment injunctions. 

Cybercrime

If you’re reading this and experiencing similar things, then you’re being watched just like me! Therefore, this post is also to help other victims to recognise the pattern of abuse and illegal surveillance, so that you can protect yourself and your rights. It took me more than a decade to find out I have been secretly filmed and distributed for years. Therefore, this blog post is not just to share my experience but to raise awareness as well and to help other victims who may not yet know they’re a victim of illegal surveillance and voyeurism.

What they are doing to me daily match a ‘Gangstalking’ Training Manual below:

Illegal surveillance
What I am experiencing daily precisely matches the description in the ‘Gangstalking’ Training Manual above: “Agents aim to make the target uncomfortable around the clock.”
'Gangstalking' Training Manual
‘Gangstalking’ Training Manual
Gangstalking
The red arrow in the image above shows you the link to download the ‘Gangstalking’ Training Manual on https://bounceblack.org/resources/organised-harassment/

Or you can download it here:

How they recruit people

They recruit individuals via various means. But the most used techniques may be through incentives, threats and lies, as demonstrated below:

How they recruit people to harass others as part of a large-scale harassment campaign.

You can read more here https://bounceblack.org/campaigns/cointelpro-surveillance-abuse/