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Since I have no more money left in my bank account, my breakfast, lunch and dinner are extremely simple. I eat just to survive nowadays. I live like a monk, eating whatever you have.
You may wonder why I have no more money left in my bank account. As I mentioned before in my previous blogs that I believe they may blacklist me as well. Because I receive job rejections for every job I apply for, including jobs within the Film & TV industry since I want to be an actress, writer and filmmaker. But this career path also appears to have been obstructed. I have been working tirelessly trying to pursue my acting, writing and directing career for decades but never get anywhere. Therefore, it’s a clear sign of blacklisting.
Today, I will continue to work on my Particulars of Claim to initiate court proceedings and apply for injunctions as soon as possible. I can’t take it anymore. They also seem to distract me as much as they can by relentlessly harassing, monitoring every move I make both online and offline, bullying, humiliating, mocking, and intimidating me on a daily basis to overwhelm me and to cause me so much distress, so that I may just give up. It’s also very challenging for me to do this alone when I don’t have a solicitor to help me with this. But what can I do. I must do everything myself for now.
Being a writer and filmmaker should mean freedom — the freedom to imagine, to create, and to express yourself. But for me, that freedom has been slowly eroded by relentless hacking and cyberstalking that have invaded every corner of my creative life. For years, my private writing — screenplays, journal notes, personal reflections, and creative concepts — has not been safe. Whatever I write and store on my devices seems to be monitored, copied, and stolen, only to reappear in distorted or reworked forms elsewhere. Sometimes this material is clearly used to mock or harass me, echoing my own words and experiences in ways that are deeply personal and distressing.
For years, my private writing — screenplays, journal notes, personal reflections, and creative concepts — has not been safe. Whatever I write and store on my devices seems to be monitored, copied, and stolen, only to reappear in distorted or reworked forms elsewhere. Sometimes this material is clearly used to mock or harass me, echoing my own words and experiences in ways that are deeply personal and distressing.
But it doesn’t stop there. What is even more alarming is the commercial exploitation of my stolen creative work. Ideas, plots, and scenes from my writing appear to have been leaked to third parties and later used in professionally produced content — including films and media projects — without my knowledge or consent.
It feels as if my intellectual property and even fragments of my private life have been mined and repackaged for others’ profit.
This is more than a privacy violation; it’s the systematic theft of my identity as an artist. It has made it nearly impossible to pursue my career safely. Every time I begin a new project, I am haunted by the fear that it will once again be intercepted, stolen, and used against me — either to ridicule or to enrich others.
The psychological toll is immense. Writing, which once brought me happiness and purpose, now brings anxiety and mistrust. Still, I continue to fight — not just for my work, but for the principle that creative ownership and privacy are fundamental human rights. No artist should have to live in fear that their imagination will be stolen, their privacy violated, or their life turned into someone else’s story.
It’s truly devastating that I can no longer pursue my dream careers as a writer, filmmaker and actress for now. That’s why you don’t see me doing much for the moment. I was used to actively working on my screenplays, attending networking, making short films, etc. Now I have to stop doing everything and can no longer afford to pay for my webhosting http://www.buppha.com since I have no job at the moment due to possible blacklisting. I just still can’t believe that this is actually happening to me and, perhaps, my daughter as well.
They are sending a clear signal that they will continue to invade every area of my life regardless and despite pending legal actions.
