Podcast EP1: I Do Not Have Privacy Anymore

When you close your front door at night, you expect safety. Privacy. Solitude.

But what if, without your knowledge, that space — your bathroom, your bedroom, even your thoughts — was being constantly watched?

What if the camera lens was never off you… not even when you thought you were alone?

This is my story, who has been living under 24/7 illegal surveillance, with hidden cameras installed everywhere around my accommodation, and in every place I move to, such as bathroom and bedroom filming everything I do with audio recording as well, for probably more than a decade without me having the slightest idea of  being secretly watched and filmed for years – not until very recently. And it’s one that should never have happened — not in a society that claims to protect human rights.

What’s more shocking is that the sexual abuse, commercial exploitation, harassment, intimidation, and many other illegal acts, still continue to this day despite being made aware of my anticipated claim.

Moreover, they also appear to start doing the same thing to my daughter (34 years old and also lives alone) to sexually exploiting both of us via hidden cameras and cybersex trafficking. Because I believe the private materials unlawfully filmed with the hidden cameras have also been live streamed  / distributed widely as further retaliation and victimisation, including a campaign of commercial exploitation on an industrial scale, amounting to a double hate crime.

That’s why I am suing them now. You can read more about the case here and here.

Update: Court Fee Remissions Approved – Key Steps in My Legal Battle

I’m sharing a significant update in my ongoing fight for justice. My multi-track claim had already been submitted, and on 17 June 2025, the court granted a remission of £9,930 out of the £10,000 total fee. This meant I only needed to pay £70 to proceed with the claim itself.

The claim had not been formally filed yet because I also needed to cover the £646 fee for my injunction application. I applied for help with this additional fee and waited about a month for a response. The remission for the £646 injunction fee was finally issued on 17 October 2025, clearing the way for me to formally file and progress both my claim and injunction.

These remissions are not just financial relief —  they allow me to continue pursuing justice alone, under immense pressure and ongoing harassment.

Each step forward demonstrates that I am taking concrete, verified legal action, despite facing ongoing harassment, surveillance, and intimidation.

Your support, whether by sharing my story or contributing to my campaign, helps me continue this battle and ensures that justice is pursued against those responsible.

Every step forward, no matter how procedural, is a concrete action against those who have tried to silence me. Your support helps me continue this battle and bring accountability where it is desperately needed.

Remission certificate

A redacted copy of my application is provided above to confirm submission while protecting personal and financial information, including the names of the defendants for now.

Taking the Next Step Toward Justice

I have formally submitted my Help with Court Fees application for my injunction, with a fee of £646, which is set to expire on 16 November 2025. This is a separate application from my N1 Claim Form, for which fees have already been granted. These steps confirm that I am actively pursuing my legal claim and injunction against the Defendants.

This application, filed with HM Courts & Tribunals Service, confirms that I am actively pursuing legal action through the proper judicial process.

Given the serious and ongoing difficulties I have faced in securing impartial legal representation, I am publishing this information as a matter of transparency and public record. It is important that there is verifiable evidence of my legal steps and intentions.

I am navigating this process alone, without legal representation, under extreme pressure. Every day, I endure ongoing surveillance, harassment, and intimidation, which causes significant emotional distress and consumes a large portion of my time. Despite these obstacles, I remain committed to pursuing justice through the proper legal channels, documenting each step transparently so the public and journalists can see that these actions are concrete, verified, and timely.

For months, I have faced persistent barriers in securing fair legal representation. Despite these challenges, I remain determined to pursue justice through lawful and transparent means.

Publishing this update is not an act of publicity, but of accountability. It provides the public — and any journalists or observers following this case — with verifiable proof that I am actively pursuing legal recourse through the proper judicial channels.

A redacted copy of my application is provided below to confirm submission while protecting personal and financial information, including the names of the defendants for now.

This documentation serves to demonstrate good faith and the seriousness of my legal position as I continue to seek justice through the courts.

This post marks another documented milestone in my journey toward justice.

Help with court fees

Obsessive Surveillance

⚠️ Content Warning
This blog post contains descriptions of 24/7 illegal, obsessive and intrusive surveillance, daily voyeurism, sexual exploitation / cybersex trafficking, and psychological abuse. Some readers may find these accounts distressing. Reader discretion is advised.

15/5/25 

Voyeurism: Confirmed Surveillance via Hidden Cameras

During my stay at a hostel near King’s Cross Station. 

Early in the morning at around 5:00 a.m., I woke up to go to the bathroom. The very moment I touched and opened the door handle, I heard another door open in precise synchrony—even though I had not stepped out into the hallway. My mobile phone was turned off, and I had made no noise that could have triggered this response. CCTV cannot explain this real-time reaction, as I had not yet exited the room. The only plausible explanation is the presence of hidden surveillance cameras inside the room that captured my movement. This suggests the harassers knew in advance that I was awake and about to leave the room, and coordinated another person to open a door in sync with mine to signal that I am being constantly watched. This is a direct violation of my privacy, and constitutes ongoing psychological harassment, especially as it occurred at such an early hour. The intrusion is profound and confirms that the surveillance is 24/7, including in vulnerable and private moments. When I came out of the room, I saw a Chinese-looking man also just came out of his room (Number 27). I stayed in room 23. So, it’s him who opened the door at the same time I did. 

This act was clearly deliberate, invasive, and psychologically disturbing, reinforcing that I am being monitored around the clock, even during private and vulnerable moments. The fact that this harassment occurred at 5 a.m. further illustrates the level of obsessive, inhumane surveillance I am being subjected to.

Subscribe

Enter your email below to receive updates.


5/8/25

At precisely 3:46 pm, immediately after I finished using the bathroom, one of my housemates walked past my room, cleared her throat twice, and then opened the main door to exit the house. The timing again ended with the number “6,” a number repeatedly used in this harassment to signal intentionality.


17/8/25

1:12 am – Immediately after I made a turn in bed from left to right, I heard a motorcycle riding past my window.

1:15 am – Minutes later, I also heard the sound of someone making some noise – probably the neighbour next door as usual.

1:57 am – Again, immediately after I shifted my sleeping posture slightly, I heard someone slam the car door shut outside.

4:05 am – Immediately after I turned around in bed from left to right, I heard a thud sound coming from nearby or outside. Probably someone was closing a car door.

6:40 am – Immediately after I stretched myself in bed a bit, I heard the neighbour opening the door.

7:20 am – Immediately after I scratched my foot a bit, I heard someone cough outside.

7:25 am – Immediately after I sat down to pee in the bathroom, I heard a thud outside.


21/8/25
At approximately 1:40 PM, immediately after I finished brushing my teeth, I heard some individuals begin to converse outside while walking past my window. I managed to take a picture of them. One of them also wore a navy blue jacket, one of the colour ranges consistently used in the harassment campaign against me.

These are just some of the daily hints that they give me on a daily basis to let me know that I am being constantly watched via hidden cameras, which also record audio!

It’s pure psychological torture and conditioning techniques, as if to see how long I will last being psychologically tortured daily for an extended period.


Donate
Please make a tip to support me and my pursuit of justice by scanning the QR code above. Thank you.

This synchronised behaviour unequivocally demonstrates that my every movement, however minute, is being meticulously observed in real-time and daily through illegal surveillance methods, including but not limited to hidden cameras, with audio recording as well. The deliberate timing of these responses serves no purpose other than to intimidate me, instill profound paranoia, and convey the chilling message that my life is under constant, inescapable scrutiny. This technique is a direct and calculated assault on my mental well-being and my fundamental right to privacy and security within my own home, causing severe distress and an inability to feel safe or unobserved.

These incident match a consistent pattern where external noises and timed movements are used to communicate that my private activities are being watched in real time.

📄 Relevancy to the Case:
At night, when external activity is minimal, the perpetrators appear to use passing vehicles to hint at surveillance whenever I turn in bed, go to the bathroom, or engage in other private activities. In the daytime, they employ more varied methods:

  • Housemates coughing, clearing their throats, or conversing at key moments.
  • Housemates or strangers walking past my window wearing specific colours mostly navy blue, army green and burgundy.
  • Motorcycles or cars accelerating past my window during private activities.

These cues are frequently timed to end in 3, 6, 7, or 8—numbers used repeatedly in this harassment campaign against me to suggest deliberateness and coordination.

This pattern reinforces my evidence that the perpetrators (directly or indirectly) use external actors and sensory cues to convey surveillance and intimidate me, violating my privacy and creating a constant sense of being watched. It supports my claim that covert monitoring (including hidden cameras) is paired with psychological tactics to make the surveillance known and distressing.

This will form part of my Exhibits to apply for privacy and harassment injunctions. 

Cybercrime

If you’re reading this and experiencing similar things, then you’re being watched just like me! Therefore, this post is also to help other victims to recognise the pattern of abuse and illegal surveillance, so that you can protect yourself and your rights. It took me more than a decade to find out I have been secretly filmed and distributed for years. Therefore, this blog post is not just to share my experience but to raise awareness as well and to help other victims who may not yet know they’re a victim of illegal surveillance and voyeurism.

What they are doing to me daily match a ‘Gangstalking’ Training Manual below:

Illegal surveillance
What I am experiencing daily precisely matches the description in the ‘Gangstalking’ Training Manual above: “Agents aim to make the target uncomfortable around the clock.”
'Gangstalking' Training Manual
‘Gangstalking’ Training Manual
Gangstalking
The red arrow in the image above shows you the link to download the ‘Gangstalking’ Training Manual on https://bounceblack.org/resources/organised-harassment/

Or you can download it here:

How they recruit people

They recruit individuals via various means. But the most used techniques may be through incentives, threats and lies, as demonstrated below:

How they recruit people to harass others as part of a large-scale harassment campaign.

You can read more here https://bounceblack.org/campaigns/cointelpro-surveillance-abuse/

Before the Storm

There was a time when life felt beautifully ordinary — filled with dreams, deadlines, and late-night ideas typed into my digital notebooks, Google Docs, and screenplay software, stored on my devices. My world revolved around storytelling through acting, writing, and directing. They were not just ambitions; they were extensions of who I was. I lived for the thrill of creation — the magic of transforming a thought into a scene, a feeling into dialogue, a blank page into a living moment.

Every day was a balancing act between survival and imagination. I spent countless hours crafting scripts, developing characters, and mapping out stories that spoke to what it meant to be human — love, loss, loneliness, courage, identity. My tiny flat was a workshop of ideas: storyboards taped to the walls, camera equipment leaned against the wall, screenwriting and filmmaking books on the shelf, stacks of screenplays on the dining table, etc. I wasn’t waiting for permission to begin — I was learning by doing.

I wrote screenplays and treatments, short films and feature concepts. Some scripts came alive on screen; others stayed tucked away, waiting for the right time. I taught myself how to write and direct — from shaping the story to framing shots — using every opportunity to learn, fail, experiment, and grow. Those early scripts and short films were raw and imperfect, but they were real. They were mine.

There was a sense of quiet hopefulness then — that if I kept going, kept believing, something would break through. I dreamed of seeing my name in the rolling credits of films that would move people the way cinematic storytelling had always fascinated me. I was chasing something pure — the art of telling captivating stories through films.

I had no idea that behind the calm of those ordinary creative days, a storm was gathering. That everything I had built — every dream, every piece of myself shared on screen or online — would soon be hacked and stolen for others to make profit but me – the real owner of my ideas, creativity and creation. 

But before the darkness came, there was light — the kind that burns with purpose, with love for art, for storytelling, for life itself.

This was who I was before the storm.

Oscar

Simple Living

Today, I made a simple dish for my simple life — just stir-fried rice with bacon. Not out of choice, but necessity. Because I have only about £5 left in my bank account.

This is one of the many consequences I face for asserting my rights. It’s not only my access to lawyers that appears to have been obstructed, but also my financial independence. My creative works have seemingly been stolen, and I have allegedly been blacklisted, making it nearly impossible to earn a living or continue pursuing my passion for writing and filmmaking.

What should have been a path of creativity and growth has instead become a struggle for survival — simply because I chose to stand up for justice.

After writing this blog post, I will continue to work on my case. It’s challenging when you’re not a lawyer yourself. But I have no choice for the time being.

At the same time, I am also working on my book trying to make some kind of income in the meantime through self-publishing books.

Rice with bacon.

When Privacy Becomes a Weapon

Understanding Image-based Abuse Under the Sexual Offences Act 2003

The right to privacy is not a privilege — it’s a fundamental human right. Yet for many victims of voyeurism, illegal surveillance, and image-based  abuse, this right is routinely violated in the most degrading ways imaginable.

Under Section 66(b) of the Sexual Offences Act 2003, it is a criminal offence to share or threaten to share an intimate photograph or film of a person without their consent. The law recognises several situations in which a person is considered to be in an intimate state — including acts of a sexual nature, exposure of genitals or breasts, urination or defecation, and any act of personal care related to those functions.

In short, the law is clear: recording or distributing such material without consent is a form of sexual abuse.

What Counts as an “Intimate State”?

The College of Policing guidance defines it precisely. A person is in an intimate state if:

  • They are participating in or engaging in a sexual act;
  • They are doing something a reasonable person would consider sexual;
  • Their genitals, buttocks, or breasts are exposed;
  • They are urinating or defecating; or
  • They are carrying out personal care associated with those acts.

Source: https://www.college.police.uk/guidance/sharing-photographs-of-people-intimate-state

These definitions capture not only overtly sexual acts but also moments of bodily vulnerability — the private routines we all expect to perform in absolute privacy.

The Role of Intention and Harm

According to Crown Prosecution Service (CPS) guidance, a crucial element in prosecuting these offences is intent to cause alarm, distress, or humiliation. This is why victim impact statements are vital — they communicate the devastating emotional and psychological effects of these violations.

When Harassment Becomes Psychological Torture

In my own experience, this abuse manifests through constant reminders that my privacy has been invaded — often in ways that appear choreographed to humiliate.

There are times when, immediately after I engage in a private act such as using the bathroom, some individuals outside begin chatting loudly, or a housemate exits / returns to the property as if on cue. These synchronised acts, repeated over time, send a clear message: you are being watched.

Such experiences go far beyond harassment. They are psychological tactics designed to reinforce powerlessness and fear, to make the victim feel that even their most private bodily functions are subject to surveillance and mockery.

The Human Cost

The emotional impact of these invasions cannot be overstated. To know or even suspect that one’s most intimate moments have been observed, recorded, or broadcast — and then weaponised to cause humiliation — is to live in a constant state of distress. It erodes dignity, safety, and trust in the world around you.

I have felt violated, degraded, and stripped of my humanity. 

A Call for Recognition and Justice

This form of abuse — the deliberate exploitation of privacy through hidden surveillance, image-based abuse, and sexual humiliation — must be recognised for what it is: a serious sexual offence under UK law.

Victims deserve to be believed, protected, and empowered to seek justice. Law enforcement and the public must understand that these acts are not “pranks” or coincidences — they are orchestrated violations designed to cause trauma and control.

Privacy is sacred. The law exists to defend it. And silence only protects the perpetrators.

Luxury bathroom

Chapter 6: Time to Seek Justice

The day I opened the first draft of my legal documents, I remember feeling the same cold steadiness that comes after a long storm. But I said to myself: “This is it. Today’s the day. I have to do it or be tortured to death! I couldn’t let them do this to me and my daughter anymore. Enough is enough. I am going to stop this once and for all.”

I had gathered months of evidence, each screenshot, email, photograph, etc. My computer had become both a weapon and a witness. Every time I typed, I was not just writing — I was reclaiming what had been stolen: my voice, my story, my right to exist without 24/7 intrusive surveillance.

Still, I hesitated before naming names. I knew the scale of what I was confronting — powerful entities, global platforms, entertainment companies, and the like.

So I wrote carefully. Deliberately. Fact by fact. I numbered each paragraph of my documents ready to file, as if each line was a step on a staircase I was building toward daylight and freedom from torture.

I described what had been done to me and my daughter — which is shockingly still ongoing — the illegal filming, the manipulation, harassment, intimidation, the coded messages in advertising and posts, the psychological torment — not as chaos, but as evidence. I was learning the language of law, teaching myself to translate pain into proof.

It was one of the hardest things I’ve ever done.


This is the first page of Chapter 6: Time to Seek Justice of my upcoming ebook: Predators.

Law books

Helicopter Harassment and Intimidation

I am talking about the horrific incident not long ago, in which a helicopter would appear almost every time I go out to harass and intimidate me as their way to restrict my freedom of movement. They’re hunting me like prey in broad daylight!

This is violence against women and may constitute witness intimidation as well due to the anticipated / pending court proceedings.

It demonstrates how high-stakes this case is.

This will form part of my upcoming documentary.

Deliberate Noise Harassment

On numerous occasions, particularly when I am using the bathroom or have just completed a private activity such as washing dishes or cooking, individuals associated with the perpetrators (including housemates influenced by them) have deliberately opened and slammed the doors shut. This occurs almost every time I am in the bathroom, creating a loud and jarring noise designed to be heard by me. The consistent timing of these incidents, coinciding precisely with my private moments, is not coincidental but a calculated method to signal constant surveillance and to cause psychological distress. I am being conditioned to understand this as a direct message that my movements are being monitored.

Targeted Conversational Harassment: 

Concurrently, and often immediately upon me entering the bathroom, individuals are strategically positioned outside my window. These individuals, including those dispatched specifically for this purpose, engage in loud conversations designed to be clearly audible to me while I am in the bathroom. This occurs at various times, including late at night, even at 2:00 AM in the morning, and is a deliberate tactic to invade my privacy, disrupt my peace, and reinforce the pervasive feeling of being watched and targeted. The immediate deployment of these individuals upon my entry into the bathroom further underscores the intentional and coordinated nature of this harassment.

These new tactics are profoundly distressing and constitute a form of psychological torture, designed to erode my sense of privacy and security within my own home. They are a direct continuation of the long-standing pattern of illegal surveillance, cyberstalking, and intimidation previously detailed in my blog.

The pattern of harassment described above has continued and intensified. Specifically, on the evening of 20 October 2025, I documented a new and particularly distressing harassment technique involving individuals being dispatched to walk past my window, engaging in loud conversations designed to be clearly audible during private moments, particularly when I am using the bathroom.

Crucially, within hours of documenting this specific harassment technique, at approximately 4:00 AM on 21 October 2025, I experienced this exact same tactic. Immediately upon entering the bathroom and sitting down to pee, I heard individuals begin to converse loudly while walking past the window. This incident occurred precisely as described in my documentation from the previous evening. The immediate and precise replication of the documented harassment technique, occurring within hours of its detailed description by me, provides compelling evidence of:

  1. Ongoing and direct surveillance of my activities, including my private documentation. This suggests that the perpetrators are constantly monitoring my online or digital communications, or have access to my private documents, and are using this information to tailor their harassment.
  2. Deliberate and targeted psychological harassment. The timing and nature of this incident, directly mirroring my documented distress, is a clear attempt to cause further psychological harm, demonstrate control, and signal constant surveillance.
  3. Retaliation for documenting the harassment. The immediate deployment of the exact technique after it was documented indicates a retaliatory motive, aiming to intimidate me from further recording or reporting incidents.
  4. The inadequacy of existing protections and the urgent need for court intervention. This incident demonstrates that the abusers are undeterred by my efforts to document and seek legal recourse, and are actively escalating their tactics.

Again today on 27 October 2025 at 5:29 am, immediately after I sat down to pee in the bathroom, I received 3 push notifications on my phone, notifying me that I had just received 3 emails about new job listings from a company where I have signed up to receive notifications of job opportunities. It’s like this almost every day when I use the bathroom, I would receive emails, phone calls, or hear housemates slam the door shut to exit / return to the premises, for instance, to let me know I am being constantly watched via hidden cameras.

Also, EVERY NIGHT, immediately upon getting up and opening the bathroom door to use the bathroom, I will hear a car or two driving past my window. Prior to this, there’s no sound or anything. It’s all quiet. But at that precise moment I get up and enter the bathroom, I will immediately hear cars begin to drive past my window.

Everything is being done to precision, suggesting that they are constantly monitoring me every second, 24/7! Even the slightest movements of mine are being observed and conveyed back to me that they’re watching me. This is very disturbing!

It looks therefore like this is not just voyeurism but also illegal human experimentation when they appear to monitor me at all times down to every tiniest movement I make. Especially when it’s been going on for probably more than a decade, making it highly likely that they may conduct illegal research on me as well.

Harassment
The 2 women who walked past my window and began to converse loudly at the precise moment I put the toilet paper down!

Later today, at approximately 11:22 AM, after using the bathroom, I reached for toilet paper. Then, immediately after putting the toilet paper down, I heard some individuals begin to converse loudly outside while walking past my window. It’s like this every day. I then immediately ran out of the bathroom to take pictures of them as proof. I then observed two women walking past my window while talking. 

The woman on the right also wore an army green jacket. One of the colours frequently used in the harassment campaign against me to condition me to how colours, people suddenly begin to converse while walking past my window, cars immediately drive past my window, car horns, or door being slammed shut while I am using the bathroom or just finish doing something such as putting the toilet paper down or finishing cooking, are repeatedly used as their intentional signals to let me know that I am being constantly watched. 

Covert Surveillance
The 2 housemates who suddenly exited the premises and slammed the door shut at the exact moment I got up after finishing eating.

Again, at approximately 9:39 pm, immediately upon standing up after finishing my dinner, I heard the housemates open the main door and exit the premises. I immediately ran to the window to take pictures of them as proof of harassment by acting as messengers to convey to me that I am being constantly watched via the hidden cameras. They may do it wittingly or unwittingly.

It’s intentional harassment and psychological torture by conditioning me to certain external sounds that occur at the precise moment I start / finish doing something such as start cooking, finish eating to communicate constant surveillance. 

Many of these housemates / neighbours may not realise that their actions could have serious legal consequences. If they have been following instructions from others to harass or intimidate me, they could be subjected to a Norwich Pharmacal Order or even a witness summons, compelling them to disclose who directed or influenced their conduct. In other words, those who think they are just “following orders” may one day be required to reveal the true wrongdoers under oath.