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Yesterday, 13 December 2025, I was actively preparing and updating evidence, exhibits, an injunction application, and the Particulars of Claim concerning some of the Defendants.
Shortly after I had been working extensively on this case all morning, at approximately 12:44 pm, I observed aircraft markings in the sky resembling “lines” and “X” or “target-like” symbols. The timing of these incidents led me to perceive them as intimidating and retaliatory, suggesting to me once again that my online activities and communications are being illegally monitored at all times.
The “X” or “target-like” symbols, drawing by the aircraft right outside my residence.
This incident is not isolated but forms part of the Defendants’ continuous and escalating campaign of cyberstalking, racial harassment, and psychological intimidation against me and my daughter. It demonstrates the Defendants’ persistent efforts to monitor, harass, and cause distress, directly contributing to the severe emotional and psychological harm suffered by me, as detailed elsewhere on my blog.
Later, at approximately 2:04 pm, a helicopter was observed flying at low altitude near my residence, as seen in the image above, shortly after the aircraft had drawn trick “lines” and “X” symbols in the sky earlier today.
Photograph of another low‑flying helicopter observed near my residence at approximately 2:35 pm on 13 December 2025.
At approximately 2:35 pm, another helicopter was observed flying at low altitude near my residence once again, coinciding with my preparation of further evidence concerning some of the Defendants, and following an unexplained knock at the door shortly beforehand.
I also observed aircraft continue to draw lines and marks resembling ‘X’ or ‘target-like’ symbols in the sky, as seen in the photos above.
At approximately 9:01 pm, immediately after I posted a link to my blog post on the social media platform X.com, I observed a police car drive past my window.
These incidents followed closely on the heels of my private legal preparation, including the drafting of:
– The disappearance of my court evidence and documents from the Royal Court of Justice (King’s Bench Division) each time I attempted to apply for an urgent junction;
– The obstruction of my access to legal representation;
– A blog post exposing the use of “X” symbols and lines for intimidation, the deployment of elderly men to sexually harass me in retaliation for exposing wrongdoing and the ongoing harassment;
– Settlement offers to defendants, including film production companies who allegedly used my confidential information for profit.
The timing, symbolism, and coordinated harassment clearly demonstrate malicious intent to psychologically intimidate me, retaliate for my legal actions and interfere with court proceedings. This conduct continues despite my pending injunction application and court proceedings, demonstrating flagrant disregard for the law.
Another picture showing massive aircraft-drawn lines outside my window. I even observed the aircraft actively drawing more symbols. In addition, they created large lines emerging from a house right opposite my window, seemingly designed to resemble a volcano—symbolising anger, warning, or threat.On Tuesday, 12 August 2025, a similar incident also occurred in which the aircraft had also drawn ‘lines’ and a ‘volcano-like’ symbol right outside my window. This happened the very next day after I privately raised concerns in my legal documents about the possibility that they may have sexually abused my daughter via hidden cameras as well. So, this is not an isolated incident. Clearly, there’s a pattern of behaviour going on.
On Tuesday, 9 December 2025, at approximately 2:25 pm, immediately after entering a convenience store nearby to purchase something, I observed a woman wearing an army green jacket also walking into the store.
She’s wearing an army green jacket; one of the colours frequently used in the harassment campaign against me to let me know it’s one of their known signifiers to signify intentional harassment, stalking, surveillance and control.
It’s a recurring pattern of coordinated harassment that happens daily. I can’t simply step outside my accommodation without individuals appearing immediately upon my exiting or entering the property, often wearing colours or using behavioural cues previously associated with the harassment campaign.
Then, whenever I enter the convenience store, shop, supermarket, or mall, moments later, several individuals also enter shortly thereafter, each wearing clothing in colour ranges repeatedly associated with the harassment pattern – most notably burgundy, green / army green, red and navy blue / blue – which have become consistent signalling mechanisms used to convey that the harassment is intentional, targeted, and coordinated. This phenomenon occurs on a DAILY basis, to the extent that I cannot leave my property without being subjected to orchestrated harassment, causing significant disruption and distress in my daily life.
This pattern is designed to intimidate, restrict my freedom of movement, and reinforce the perception of constant surveillance.
These incidents are consistent with a deliberate strategy to create the impression that I am being surveilled at all times, to induce fear, exert control, and interfere with my ability to carry out normal daily activities. This pattern forms part of the wider campaign of intimidation, surveillance, and psychological harassment documented throughout their harassment and intimidation campaign against me.
I also am working on my upcoming book Predators. I want to tell a shocking story what I have to go through each day, which may help other victims around the world to come forward and find ways to stop the horrific crime against humanity.
The commercial exploitation of illegally obtained private information for entertainment purposes is also a matter of significant public concern.
My case is therefore of public interest when they allegedly violate most of my human rights in every way possible and also appear to block my access to impartial lawyers and legal advice, to make it challenging for me to stop the abuse, exploitation and human rights violations.
Therefore, the world needs to know what they are doing to me and my daughter under the nose of everyone in a democratic society!
My book will demonstrate how my abusers are not just allegedly abusing and exploiting me but may also exploit my daughter via the hidden cameras as well. It’s one the most evil and cruel things I have ever come across in ny entire life when they seem to abuse my daughter as well, and even keep implying to me that they do, to show me because they think they can.
The book will cost only £1.49 but for a limited time only. It’s an enlightening book that will open your eyes about one of the longest cybersex trafficking in the world among many other illegal acts.
Therefore, it’s a must-read book that shows you the dark side of the world you may not know its existence until you read this book. It may even help you protect yourself from unforseen dangers.
It is a well-documented social pattern that women who report or talk about abuse are often subjected to renewed attacks, both personally and publicly. This phenomenon reflects a systemic failure to protect women from retaliatory harm. The harassment I am enduring — both online and offline — exemplifies this pattern and demonstrates how victim-blaming and misogynistic narratives continue to undermine justice.
The public campaign of humiliation against Amber Heard following the Depp–Heard trial is a clear precedent. That case, widely reported, revealed how digital platforms became tools for orchestrated harassment, disinformation, and the amplification of misogyny. According to multiple reports, including the Amber Heard Open Letter and subsequent investigations, there was extensive evidence of online abuse not only directed at Ms. Heard but also at those who publicly supported her. One supporter described enduring “weeks and weeks” of coordinated online attacks simply for expressing empathy.
This environment of intimidation, misinformation, and mob ridicule is not confined to celebrities. I am now subjected to a similar campaign of targeted harassment and mockery — one that operates with disturbing coordination and precision. The abuse extends across multiple platforms and even into public spaces. I am persistently subjected to hidden insults, coded references, and veiled allusions to my private life through social media content, advertisements, and videos. The timing and frequency of these acts indicate that they are not coincidental but deliberate efforts to degrade, silence, and intimidate me.
The retaliation has also extended to my daughter, who has been drawn into this campaign as part of a wider pattern of coercion, exploitation, psychological abuse and mental abuse. This conduct represents a grave violation of our rights under Articles 3 and 8 of the European Convention on Human Rights — protection from degrading treatment and respect for private and family life. It also constitutes ongoing harassment and victimisation within the meaning of the Protection from Harassment Act 1997 as well as The Malicious Communications Act 1988 (MCA), which is illegal in England and Wales to “send or deliver letters or other articles for the purpose of causing distress or anxiety.” It also applies to electronic communications. This is exactly what happens in my case.
The behaviour I face today mirrors the public hostility women experience when they challenge abuse. It is an extension of the same misogynistic system that weaponises social media, institutional bias, and societal prejudice to silence female victims and protect abusers.
This continued harassment, intimidation, and psychological manipulation are not isolated acts but a coordinated campaign that undermines my access to justice.
References
Amber Heard Open Letter (2022): “Support for Amber Heard” — signed by women’s rights organisations and legal experts, denouncing disinformation and online misogyny. Available at: https://amberopenletter.com
On Tuesday, 21 October 2025, at around 4:06 p.m., they used subtle, calculated sexual harassment technique again, which I continue to experience. Moments after I stepped into the hallway to check my post, an elderly man appeared, walking past me in a narrow space, carrying a navy-blue backpack — one of the main colours repeatedly used in the harassment campaign against me.
It’s the same tactic being routinely used by sending an elderly man out to walk part me in a narrow space, sit near me at a bus stop, sit right next to me on a bus or train, stand right in front of me on a bus and similar to make me feel uncomfortable. Especially as a punishment every time I try to stop the ongoing abuse and exploitation.
The timing (Starting in the number 4 and ending in the number 6) and the immediate response after I moved both point to deliberate monitoring of my actions. These moments are designed to make me feel unsafe in my own environment — reminders that I am being constantly watched.
I did not take pictures of him as proof this time due to the shock and distress that I have to endure each day. I cannot take pictures of every incident each time it happens — it is simply overwhelming. I only document significant events to avoid exhausting myself.
The escalation in retaliation and harassment also occurred shortly after I had shared my blog post on social media about how hacking has hindered my ability to pursue my dream careers as a writer and filmmaker. The retaliation was swift, clearly intended as a punishment for speaking out.
What makes this kind of harassment so distressing is its precision. Every tiny lapse in vigilance is exploited. Every pattern I try to avoid is used again. It’s psychological warfare conducted through ordinary acts — walking, checking mail, or just existing.
Even so, I refuse to be silenced. Exposing these patterns is part of reclaiming my power — because once you name what’s happening, it loses some of its hold over you.
This is just one of many incidents in which elderly men are deliberately sent to harass me — a tactic seemingly designed to sexually humiliate and degrade me as part of a relentless campaign of punishment, dehumanisation and retaliation.
Even the timing of the incident carried symbolic meaning. The numbers 4 and 6 are often used in this harassment campaign as sexual innuendoes: 6 referring to “sex,” and 4 carrying a similar connotation in Thai slang meaning “make love.” I am from Thailand, so these references are deliberately chosen to make the abuse more personal and demeaning. The number 4 may also symbolically reference Article 4 of theUniversal Declaration of Human Rights, which prohibits all forms of slavery — including sexual exploitation (sex trafficking / cybersex trafficking). Thus, it’s one of their covert communications to signal to me that they are also violating my Human RightsArticle 4 via non-consensual filming and distribution (cybersex trafficking).
While the isolated use of numbers ‘4’ and ‘6’ might appear innocuous to an uninformed observer, I have been subjected to a prolonged campaign by them wherein everyday language and personal expressions from my private communications are systematically twisted into sinister, immoral, or sexualised contexts. This repeated conditioning has created a heightened sensitivity and awareness in me to such manipulations, rendering the current uses of numbers ‘4’ and ‘6’ a clear and intentional act of mental abuse and an intentional infliction of emotional distress.
Consequently, through such calculated use of language, numbers, and timing, they have turned ordinary moments into tools of psychological manipulation, designed to degrade me and retaliate for my attempts to assert my rights.
The Cunning Tactic of Using Civilians to Stalk, Harass and Intimidate Me Daily (Stalking by Proxy)
I want to share a disturbing reality that I face every day: I am subjected to constant stalking, cyberstalking, harassment and intimidation by civilians who appear to be employed or directed by the perpetrators, or their agents, behind my ongoing legal battle as retaliation and victimisation.
These individuals are not random strangers — they follow a deliberate pattern designed to punish and silence me. Many wear specific colours like blue and army green – others may not wear these colours directly but carry items or accessories in blue, army green, burgundy, or orange to signal their role – including brands like Adidas and Puma (Seemingly copying my own clothing style because I also have some clothes from Adidas. But I don’t have Puma clothing. So, they might copy the Puma clothing style from someone I know), which act as a coded language within this harassment network. They often wear wireless earbuds, signaling live coordination and surveillance.
Blue and army green colours are some of the known sensitising colours use to harass me (colour harassment) on a daily basis every time I go out! They also use burgundy colour a lot to sensitise and harass me. Others may not wear these colours directly but carry items or accessories in blue, army green, burgundy, or orange to signal their role.
One of the cruelest tactics they use involves elderly men. Soon after I expose wrongdoing in my legal documents, which strongly suggests constant hacking/cyberstalking, these men are sent to sexually harass me in public places — at bus stops, on streets, on public transport, and other everyday locations. This targeted harassment is a form of punishment for speaking out and seeking justice. The abuse is humiliating, degrading, and designed to instill fear and silence me.
The elderly men then often wear blue colour to suggest intentional harassment. They would also instruct people to sit or stand in a group of 3, 6 or 8 to also imply the violations of my human rights articles 3 (freedom from torture, inhuman or degrading treatment), 6 (right to a fair trial) and 8 (right to privacy) under The Human Rights Act 1998.
Living under this constant, targeted harassment is like torture. Whenever I sit somewhere—like at a bus stop—an elderly man wearing a known sensitising colour, or carrying something in that colour, to signal intentionality and illegal surveillance, is almost immediately dispatched to sit or stand near me, making me feel deeply uncomfortable and unsafe. Sometimes these men come with their wives or partners, making it seem less obvious but no less intentional. If I try to escape by moving to another seat on the bus or train, a new harasser wearing those same colours, or some other colours of the known sensitising colours often used to harass me, will be sent to sit opposite or nearby, asserting that I cannot get away from their surveillance or abuse. This relentless, orchestrated presence is a cruel form of coercive control designed to isolate and intimidate me.
This elderly man walking towards me also carried something in blue to suggest intentionality. This elderly man also wore a black-and-white outfit, some of the newly introduced sensitising colours. He even followed me into a shop pretending to buy something as well, to make me feel uncomfortable. Surely, he was instructed to do so. It’s like this every single day!
What’s even more shocking is how orchestrated, calculated and sadistic this harassment is. The timing is rarely coincidental. Every time I write about or expose their actions, the harassment intensifies almost immediately. They want me to know I am being watched, cyberstalked, tracked (both via phone tracking and stalking by proxy), and punished for standing up.
For example, just after I drafted this blog post, I immediately heard a mocking laugh outside my window. When I looked out, two people wearing the known sensitising colours walked by while chatting, followed by a Black woman dressed in all black with a pink backpack, some of the known sensitising colours they have newly introduced. This immediate sequence is a clear message that I am being illegally monitored 24/7 both online and offline.
This pattern of symbolic harassment, close surveillance, and coordinated intimidation is designed to isolate, degrade, and break me. They use personal references and coded messages to make it clear this abuse is targeted and ongoing.
This is not merely personal harassment but a systematic campaign of psychological terror, abuse, and illegal surveillance. By sharing my story, I hope to raise awareness about these hidden forms of abuse and encourage others facing similar situations to seek help.
No one should have to endure this level of control and cruelty in silence.
It’s part of a wider pattern of illegal surveillance, invasion of privacy, and efforts to isolate and control me. By sharing this, I hope to raise awareness about these tactics, highlight the abuse, and urge others not to ignore the hidden forms of harassment techniques that people like me endure in silence daily.
If you or someone you know is experiencing harassment, stalking, or abuse, please reach out to trusted support services, legal advisers, or advocacy groups. Speaking out is the first step toward breaking free from abuse and reclaiming your life. Together, we can shine a light on these dark tactics and demand justice and dignity for all victims.
No one should have to live under such oppressive conditions.
In any fair society, legal representation is not a privilege—it is a fundamental right. It is one of the few tools individuals have to defend themselves against injustice, abuse of power, and exploitation by those with more influence, resources, or institutional backing. When that right is deliberately withheld—especially in cases involving powerful individuals or state actors—it’s an insult to democracy!
It thus becomes a matter of public interest and human rights.
For probably over a decade, I have endured unrelenting harassment, continuing surveillance campaign and targeted intimidation, both online and offline, which intensifies each time I try to speak out and to do something to stop the ongoing abuse. The individuals and entities behind this campaign of abuse are not just random strangers — they include powerful people and state-affiliated actors. Yet, while they enjoy full access to legal representation to protect themselves and mount their defence, I have been systematically and deliberately deprived of the same basic right.
I write this from a deeply personal experience. I am someone who has been persistently targeted and harassed both online and offline for maybe more than a decade. My case involves highly sophisticated techniques of psychological manipulation, illegal surveillance, symbolic harassment, colour harassment, racial and sexual harassment, and repeated acts of intimidation. And yet, despite the seriousness and scale of this campaign against me, I have been systematically denied access to legal representation.
Why I Desperately Need Legal Representation
Having a lawyer or barrister would act as a protective buffer between me and those who are targeting me. Having access to legal representation is not just a procedural right — it is an essential lifeline, especially for individuals being targeted by powerful adversaries or those who wield institutional influence. A lawyer or barrister would:
Apply for emergency injunctions swiftly—even over the phone, on weekends, or outside court hours, which could stop the ongoing abuses in an instant.
Serve as a protective buffer against direct and retaliatory intimidation.
Help me swiftly seek protective orders in moments of urgent danger.
Navigate the complex legal system, which is quite overwhelming for those without support.
Protect my rights, safeguard my evidence, protect me from injustice and discrimination, prevent gaslighting and manipulation, and effectively defend my case and interests.
Challenge those who are using their institutional power to suppress and retaliate against me.
Advocate on my behalf to prevent further escalation or psychological harm.
Challenge any racial or discriminatory practices that are being used against me.
The very people or institutions harassing me already have legal representation—to defend themselves, to intimidate, and to delay or derail justice. The fact that I, the victim, am denied the same right is not only unjust—it is deliberate.
This is not just a personal struggle; it is a matter of public interest and a human rights issue.
Legal Representation: More Than Just a Right
Legal representation is not a luxury — it is a fundamental safeguard in any democratic society. It serves as a buffer between an individual and systemic abuse, offering protection, advocacy, and the ability to assert one’s legal rights within a complex judicial system. Especially for someone facing powerful adversaries — including institutions, corporations, and individuals with significant resources — access to a solicitor or barrister is critical.
Legal professionals can swiftly apply for urgent injunctions, including out-of-hours or weekend applications, when safety or serious harm is at stake. I have been denied this protection. As a result, I have been left vulnerable to escalating retaliation, without a mechanism to enforce even the most basic boundaries.
A Pattern of Intimidation and Retaliation
Whenever I attempt to speak out about their harassment techniques, they almost immediately punish me!
The calculated nature of the punishment and retaliation — timed to moments of vulnerability or assertion — is intended to inflict emotional distress and reassert their control.
Escalation in Response to Resistance
Each time I attempt to document or speak publicly about these techniques, the harassment escalates dramatically. They replicate the exact same tactics — but ten times more intensely — to punish and provoke me. It’s a form of psychological warfare and coercive control, designed to deter me from resisting, and to enforce submission through retaliation.
This reaction further supports the theory that my activities — including writing, messaging, or any form of documentation — are being continuously and illegally monitored. The perpetrators sift through my private digital life to identify sensitive points, then design new harassment strategies in real-time.
Discrimination and Systemic Injustice
It is impossible to ignore the racial and discriminatory dimension of this abuse. I am a woman of colour. I am not white. And I believe that if I were white, I would never have been subjected to this kind of prolonged, targeted harassment — certainly not for over a decade, with state actors involved, and certainly not with such systematic barriers to legal help.
I have been left isolated, with no legal advocate, no protection, and no recourse — while my abusers continue their violations with impunity.
This is not just harassment. It is severe racial, psychological and mental abuse, fuelled by discriminatory bias and sustained by the denial of my rights.
The Public Interest.
This situation is not unique to me. When someone’s access to justice is systematically blocked — particularly while they are being abused — that is a matter of public interest. When powerful individuals or institutions seemingly collude to deny a person legal representation, weaponise surveillance, and escalate harassment as punishment for speaking out, it goes beyond personal grievance.
It becomes a threat to the rule of law itself.
I Refuse to Be Silent Any Longer
For years, I stayed silent, hoping that enduring would somehow lead to an end. But silence has only emboldened them. My refusal to be abused is not defiance — it is survival. And now, I am speaking out not only for myself, but for everyone whose rights are quietly stripped from them while their pain is mocked or ignored.
It is time for this to end.
I don’t want to suffer in silence anymore.
I demand what every person is entitled to under law: the right to safety, dignity, and legal protection.
Instead, I have been left completely unrepresented — deliberately denied the legal help I urgently need, while my abusers exploit their access to power, law enforcement, and professional networks to continue harming me with impunity.
Insights from the Medium article
What I Read — And How They Retaliated
Recently, I came across a powerful Medium article titled Understanding Gangstalking: Methods and Protection. It captured with startling accuracy the very tactics used against me — and the moment I began reading it, I was again harassed in real-time, with throat-clearing noises from my neighbour (because they appear to turn everyone against me, even the community I live in) to imply coercive control and other signs of constant surveillance both digitally and physically. Those around me are then instructed to act as messengers to deliver hidden messages that they are illegally monitoring me around the clock!
Here are a few key takeaways from the article that resonate deeply with my own experience:
Abuse of Power and Influence
The perpetrators include individuals in positions of authority — even those with “public-facing” roles — who manipulate systems (such as law enforcement or social services) to isolate and discredit their victims.
Invasion of Privacy
Like many victims, I’ve experienced 24/7 illegal surveillance – both online and offline. My confidential information appears to be broadcast or shared with various places and companies, who then recycle it into mocking, targeted content meant to cause distress.
Slander, Rumors, and Gossip
They use untruths to create division between their victims and people in their community — from landlords to coworkers to acquaintances — spreading lies to isolate the victims and destroy their support network.
Unofficial “Games” and Entertainment
This was especially chilling. The article describes how some perpetrators treat the abuse as entertainment — as a kind of sick, sadistic sport. They view a victim’s suffering, even breakdowns or cries for help, as amusement. I, too, have been treated like a source of “entertainment” rather than a human being. This explains why they seem to escalate when I’m in distress, turning even my pain into a cruel spectacle. It’s a chilling form of psychological torture.
The information below is what I read on Medium, which triggered the throat-clearing harassment and intimidation that I had just experienced earlier this morning:
Abuse of Power and Influence: Perpetrators in positions of authority, including those within religious or spiritual groups, and even “unseen” with public fronts, often use their roles to facilitate harassment. This may involve manipulating law enforcement, leveraging influence over community resources, or using professional networks to isolate and strategically target individuals.
Invasion of Privacy: Victims frequently report extensive breaches of privacy, such as unauthorized surveillance and hacking of electronic devices. This indicates deep intrusions into personal lives, with perpetrators — sometimes part of unseen groups or secretive organizations — accessing confidential information to manipulate and control.
Slander, Rumors, and Gossip: An additional and potent tool in the gangstalking arsenal is the strategic use of slander, rumors, and gossip to discredit and isolate the victim within their community. By spreading untruths and manipulative stories, harassers create environments of mistrust and fear, often pitting friends, family, and colleagues against the victim. This tactic not only undermines the victim’s support network but also serves as a psychological weapon, further entrenching feelings of helplessness and isolation.
Divide and Conquer Techniques: These methods are linked with spreading rumors and fostering distrust. By creating and exacerbating rifts between the victim and those in their immediate social or professional circles, perpetrators can more effectively control and manipulate situations to their advantage, weakening the victim’s defenses and ability to seek help.
Motives Behind Gangstalking:
The motives for gangstalking are diverse and often disturbing, reflecting a range of unethical intentions:
Silencing Dissent: This motive is frequently cited in instances where the target is involved in activism or has acted as a whistleblower. Perpetrators, often representing powerful interests or entities, use gangstalking tactics to suppress and discourage any opposition that could threaten their status quo or expose wrongdoing.
Social Manipulation: Gangstalking is also described as a tool for broad societal control, orchestrated by influential groups aiming to destabilize or manipulate specific communities or individuals. This tactic can be employed to enforce conformity, discourage certain behaviors, or even as a means of social experimentation.
Unofficial Competitions and “Games” of Entertainment: Another unsettling motive involves gangstalking being used as a form of entertainment for the perpetrators, who may treat the harassment like a game or competition. This often sadistic perspective is especially troubling as it turns the severe distress and harm of victims into a source of amusement and competition among groups. This kind of motive underscores a deep lack of empathy and disregard for human rights, as participants in these “games” seek thrills at the expense of another’s well-being.
Building Awareness and Community Support: Engaging with supportive communities can significantly reduce feelings of isolation and help validate the experiences of those targeted. Joining or forming support groups, participating in forums, and educating the local community about gangstalking can foster a supportive network. Public speaking, blogging, and social media can also be powerful tools for raising awareness and connecting with others who share similar experiences.
Legal Recourse: Consulting with legal professionals is crucial. They can offer guidance on the feasibility of legal action based on evidence, help obtain restraining orders, and navigate the complexities of privacy laws. Understanding one’s legal rights is essential for effectively addressing and documenting instances of harassment.
Another interesting post below about stalking and harassment also perfectly matches my situation:
What may prevent a victim from seeking help?
Not understanding that what is happening to them is stalking and/or illegal.
Fear that others will think they are over-reacting or that they will be blamed for somehow having encouraged the stalker in the first place.
Trying to pretend that it is not happening. Believing that they should be able to deal with the situation, thinking that the stalker will see reason.
Fears about how the stalker will respond either to them or those that they love or care for.
Direct threats from the stalker. This is what they also appear to do to me by sending me implied threats (for example, death threats and kidnapping) both against me and my daughter.
Feeling isolated in their plight, believing that there is nothing that can be done to help them, or not knowing who to go to.
Previous requests for help being ignored.
Financial limitations in regard to seeking legal advice or taking time off to seek help.
Limited options in respect to changing their situation e.g. relocation to safer housing.
What makes this all even more harrowing is that every time I document or speak about these abuses, there is an immediate, traceable retaliation.
If I write about being harassed by a police van, another one appears within minutes.
If I speak out online, push notifications or advertisements arrive within seconds with encoded insults or mocking messages.
When I began reading the Medium article, I was immediately targeted with loud throat-clearing — a known form of signal harassment and coercive control.
This pattern strongly suggests that my devices and online activity are being illegally monitored, including phone tracking — not just passively, but to generate targeted, real-time abuse meant to silence me and enforce control.
This Is Also Racial Discrimination
It’s impossible to separate this abuse from my identity. I strongly believe that if I were white, I would not be subjected to this kind of targeted, prolonged abuse, nor denied legal representation for over a decade.
I am a woman of colour — and my rights, my privacy, and my humanity have all been treated as disposable. The systemic denial of legal help, coupled with sustained, racially charged abuse, points clearly to institutional discrimination.
Silence Helps Them — So I Am Speaking Out
The Medium article also encouraged victims to reclaim their voice:
> “Public speaking, blogging, and social media can be powerful tools for raising awareness and connecting with others who share similar experiences.”
This is what I am doing now. Because staying silent has only empowered the abusers. It made them believe they could continue — unchecked, unchallenged, and invisible.
But I will no longer be invisible.
I will speak up. I will document. I will resist.
What Needs to Happen
1. Immediate access to legal representation. I need a lawyer or barrister urgently to apply for injunctions, challenge the abuse, and assert my legal and human rights.
2. Investigation into illegal surveillance and discrimination. My case needs to be heard. Not silenced, not buried. This includes an inquiry into institutional complicity and digital misconduct (Malicious Communications Act 1988, Computer Misuse Act 1990, Online Harassment, Cyberstalking, etc.).
3. Community and legislative awareness. We must educate others — including legal professionals, mental health workers, and the general public — about how gangstalking or organised harassment operates and the real harm it causes.
Conclusion: My Story Is a Warning
The abuse I face is not just about me. It is about what happens when institutions fail to protect the vulnerable and side with those in power. It’s about how technology is used not just to monitor — but to torment. And it’s about what happens when access to justice is blocked in plain sight. Gangstalking or covert harassment is not a conspiracy theory. It is a real, complex, and deeply traumatising form of harassment — and the longer we pretend it’s not happening, the more people will suffer in silence, which may lead to self harm or even suicide.
I refuse to suffer in silence any longer.
How Do They Know Everything I Do?
This is the question I keep asking: How do they always know what I’m writing, reading, or thinking — in real time? The only explanation is that they are illegally monitoring my devices, my communications, and possibly my physical location through hidden surveillance cameras or spyware. This surveillance is not passive. It is designed to detect sensitive moments and weaponise them instantly — through gestures, alerts, messages, or staged events.
This is why I can no longer remain silent. I believe that my silence — my attempts to remain composed, dignified, and private — is part of what emboldened them. By never publicly naming what they were doing, I gave them room to continue. That stops now.
Denial of Legal Representation Is Part of the Abuse
All of this leads back to the legal system. Why am I being denied access to a solicitor or barrister when I need them most? Why am I being forced to navigate complex, urgent court procedures alone — while the other side uses lawyers, influence, and insider knowledge to protect themselves?
The denial of legal representation is not just an administrative failure. It is part of the broader pattern of discrimination, obstruction, and psychological warfare being waged against me.
I Am Fighting Back
This blog post is not just a personal outcry. It is a public declaration of intent. I will continue to document every incident — every insult, every signal, every escalation — and expose the tactics used to isolate, silence, and destroy victims of harassment.
I will not stop seeking justice. I will not be silenced by fear or shame.
And I will continue to demand legal representation — not just for myself, but for every person who is silenced, surveilled, and excluded from justice because they do not have power or protection.
If you’re reading this and you believe in justice, transparency, or the right to live free from surveillance and intimidation, I ask you to stand with me. Speak out. Share. And demand that victims like me are given the legal tools to fight back.
🚨 Open Call to Journalists & Human Rights Organisations: Please Investigate the Systematic Abuse and Denial of My Right to Legal Representation
The defendants (e.g., The Commissioner of Police of the Metropolis, University of West London, Elon Musk, Mark Zuckerberg, Meta Platforms) I am suing also have solicitors to represent them. But I am not allowed to have legal representation due to the alleged blocking of my access to lawyers, forcing me to represent myself against powerful state and non-state actors. What is this?
I cannot even use my phone and laptop to contact anyone for help safely and confidentially. Because all my online activities and communications seem to have been monitored and listened to at all times as if to prevent me from seeking help and from preparing my case fairly, safely and confidentially.
Some Background:
For over 10 years, I believe I have been subjected to an industrial campaign of psychological harassment, psychological torture, mental abuse, unlawful surveillance, intimidation and coordinated public humiliation — across borders and involving state and non-state actors.
Despite repeated complaints and numerous attempts to seek legal protection through proper judicial channels, I am being systematically denied access to legal representation.
This is not due to a lack of effort on my part. I have contacted dozens of solicitors, about 200-300 so far, submitted formal complaints to legal regulators, and applied to the courts for urgent injunctions and relief. Yet every attempt is either blocked, withdrawn without explanation, or mysteriously interrupted — often immediately after I submit sensitive evidence or publish new details online.
It is now clear that this is not coincidental. It appears to be a deliberate pattern of obstruction, aimed at silencing me and preventing legal accountability for what I believe are serious and unlawful actions — including:
Racial and sexual harassment (e.g. illegal surveillance, phone tracking)
Hacking/Cyberstalking and interception of communications
Sexual exploitation via 24/7 voyeurism and cybersex trade, despite initiating court proceedings and applying for an urgent injunction the abuses appear to shockingly continue with impunity
Social ostracism
Character assassination and public shaming
Interference with the right to a fair trial under Article 6 of the Human Rights Act
Torture, inhuman and degrading treatment, in violation of Article 3 – the torture I have to go through each day is both mental and physical when I can’t even take a shower due to credible fear of being secretly filmed and distributed and have consequently not taken a shower for days now!
Violation of my right to private and family life, protected by Article 8
Severe discrimination, in violation of Article 14
And many more!
I am calling on all journalists, legal advocates, and human rights organisations to urgently investigate this matter and help bring attention to what is happening. I am documenting everything in real time and can share evidence with trusted parties under safe, confidential conditions.
> Everyone deserves a fair chance to be heard — especially when powerful actors are involved. Everyone deserves legal protection — not punishment — for speaking out.
If you are a journalist, solicitor, barrister, human rights worker, or NGO interested in helping or investigating, please contact me via my secure contact form or by encrypted email (available upon request).
Article 6 doesn’t give you an automatic right to free legal representation in civil cases. But if your case is too complex for you to represent yourself properly, there may be a breach of article 6 if you don’t get help with legal costs.”
My case is also too complex for me to represent myself properly. Consequently, there may be a breach of my article 6 if I don’t get help with legal costs and/or legal representation.
Article 6 of the European Convention on Human Rights (ECHR) guarantees the right to a fair and public hearing within a reasonable time by an independent and impartial tribunal. This right applies to both civil and criminal proceedings and includes key safeguards such as:
The right to equality of arms between parties.
The right to legal representation where necessary for effective participation.
The duty of the court or tribunal to provide reasoned judgments.
Thus, it’s very frustrating when I can’t get impartial legal advice and can’t have legal representation, so that the abuse could continue under the radar.
If you’re a human rights solicitor, a human rights organisation, or just someone who’s willing to help me, please do not hesitate to contact me.
If you’re a journalist and would like to investigate this, please do.
But all my online activities and communications appear to have been monitored at all times, so I don’t know how to go about this. If you have any ideas, please let me know as well.
For years, I have endured unrelenting harassment, stalking, and invasive surveillance — often in the very spaces where I should feel safe: my home, my room, in shared accommodations and even in public bathrooms. Despite filing a formal legal claim and applying for an urgent injunction in court, the abuse has not stopped. In fact, it has intensified.
Most alarming is that the evidence and documents I submitted to the court have mysteriously disappeared — twice. Following each submission, the content appears to be used to mock and intimidate me through coordinated public harassment and symbolic gestures.
I now face daily, escalating acts of psychological abuse, mental abuse, financial abuse, including sexual harassment, racial harassment, discriminatory targeting, and threatening messages or hidden death threats through signs, clothing, behaviour from strangers, emails, and more.
Worse still, my access to legal representation appears to have been systematically blocked. Every attempt to secure a solicitor has been sabotaged. Because I have contacted about 200-300 law firms so far, including top human rights solicitors, and no one wants to help me. Something just does not seem right, and it’s undemocratic.
They would also intimidate me to death every time I try to seek help from a lawyer. Especially when I go see them in person. I have not visited any solicitors since in fear for my safety, especially of being shot. This is not right!
Consequently, I have no one to protect my rights, my privacy, or my safety, including protecting me from discrimination and injustice. I am alone in this fight — legally, emotionally, and physically — while being severely harassed both racially and sexually, intimidated and illegally monitored around the clock – both online and offline – amounting to a premeditated hate crime and a violence against women.
Having legal representation is crucial because it ensures a fair legal process, protects yout rights, and helps navigate complex legal situations.
Lawyers can interpret the law, provide expert guidance, and represent you effectively in court, potentially leading to better outcomes and reducing stress.
A more detailed look at the importance:
1. Fair Trial and Protection of Rights:
Everyone is entitled to legal representation in court, which ensures a fair trial.
Legal representation acts as a safeguard against potential abuses of power and ensures your rights are upheld.
Lawyers can navigate the complexities of legal proceedings, ensuring you understand your rights and obligations.
2. Expert Guidance and Navigation of Legal Processes:
Lawyers can help you understand the intricacies of the law and how it applies to your specific situation.
They can provide expert advice on navigating complex legal processes and make sure you don’t make decisions that could harm your case.
They can also help you identify potential issues and strategies to protect your interests.
3. Negotiation and Conflict Resolution:
Lawyers can negotiate on your behalf and help you reach a resolution without resorting to lengthy court battles.
They can also help mediate disputes and find solutions that are mutually agreeable
Thus, being refused legal aid/representation would infringe:
My rights under the European Convention on Human Rights
My retained EU rights to legal representation
Therefore, I cannot stay silent any longer when my human rights are at risk. Especially Article 3 (Freedom from torture and inhuman or degrading treatment), the torture I have to go through each day is very severe in my case – hence, I urgently need a solicitor to help me stop this, Article 6 (Right to a fair trial), Article 8 (Respect for your private and family life), this one is also crucial when my privacy is being severely violated in every way possible, Article 10 (Freedom of expression) and Article 14 (Protection from discrimination) under the Human Rights Act 1998.
My life is also at risk due to the relentless campaigns of racial & sexual harassment and intimidation against me, which escalate day by day, causing me severe emotional distress, stress, anxiety and exhaustion. It’s like public lynching.
I also have to do everything myself from gathering evidence, drafting legal documents, filing court papers and so on. It’s overwhelming when I don’t have a solicitor to help me with all of this and to give me legal advice, or represent me, causing me additional stress and frustration. This has consumed all of my time and energy, unable to do anything else.
This is no longer just about justice for me — it is about exposing deliberate obstruction of justice and survival. Because I am too distressed by now to even function. Completely isolated. No help and support left. I cannot go anywhere either without being surveilled, intimidated, racially and sexually harassed. It’s too much!
In light of these events, I have no choice but to go public. This blog and the accompanying press release mark the beginning of a campaign for transparency and accountability. I will also contact many organisations, like organisations specialising in women’s rights advocacy and sexual abuse awareness, to ask for help and support. If I managed to get them to help me. Because all my online activities and communications also appear to be illegally monitored to prevent me from seeking help. Because whomever I have emailed or called asking for help seems to have been contacted afterwards and subsequently influenced not to help me. Even my physical posts appear to have been opened or hijacked, as if all my avenues of getting help are being deliberately blocked. It’s a form of coercive control, similar to a coercive control in a relationship, to prevent me from escaping the abuse.
I invoke my legal right to speak out, including:
Article 2 of the European Convention on Human Rights (ECHR): the right to life — which imposes a duty on the state to protect those at real and immediate risk.
Article 10 ECHR: the right to freedom of expression — especially in matters of public interest and imminent harm.
Qualified privilege (common law): which protects statements made in good faith to raise awareness of danger, obstruction, or ongoing violations.
Even victims with legal teams often run campaigns for justice. In my case, where I am allegedly being denied access to legal protection and court evidence has gone missing, I must ensure transparency myself. Because if I stay silent, I might not survive. My time is therefore running out.
I believe the public has a right to know. I think this case is a matter of public interest, involving institutional failures, denial of rights, and ongoing violence against women.
If you are a journalist, legal professional, human rights advocate, or simply someone who believes in justice — I invite you to read my story, share it, and help make sure it is not buried.
This is not just my fight — it is a fight for fairness, dignity, severe discrimination, racism, and human rights in the face of unchecked abuse.
“If you are approached to participate in questionable surveillance, intimidation, or harassment—say no. The long-term consequences outweigh any short-term gains. History has shown that these unethical practices are eventually exposed, and those responsible rarely escape accountability. Stand on the right side of history.”
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P.S. I don’t think any woman on earth has been through what I have been through and still have to go through each day! This happens under the nose of everyone in a democratic society. It’s shocking. I still think I’m dreaming. This can’t be right.
