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On Tuesday, 21 October 2025, at around 4:06 p.m., they used subtle, calculated sexual harassment technique again, which I continue to experience. Moments after I stepped into the hallway to check my post, an elderly man appeared, walking past me in a narrow space, carrying a navy-blue backpack — one of the main colours repeatedly used in the harassment campaign against me.
It’s the same tactic being routinely used by sending an elderly man out to walk part me in a narrow space, sit near me at a bus stop, sit right next to me on a bus or train, stand right in front of me on a bus and similar to make me feel uncomfortable. Especially as a punishment every time I try to stop the ongoing abuse and exploitation.
The timing (Starting in the number 4 and ending in the number 6) and the immediate response after I moved both point to deliberate monitoring of my actions. These moments are designed to make me feel unsafe in my own environment — reminders that I am being constantly watched.
I did not take pictures of him as proof this time due to the shock and distress that I have to endure each day. I cannot take pictures of every incident each time it happens — it is simply overwhelming. I only document significant events to avoid exhausting myself.
The escalation in retaliation and harassment also occurred shortly after I had shared my blog post on social media about how hacking has hindered my ability to pursue my dream careers as a writer and filmmaker. The retaliation was swift, clearly intended as a punishment for speaking out.
What makes this kind of harassment so distressing is its precision. Every tiny lapse in vigilance is exploited. Every pattern I try to avoid is used again. It’s psychological warfare conducted through ordinary acts — walking, checking mail, or just existing.
Even so, I refuse to be silenced. Exposing these patterns is part of reclaiming my power — because once you name what’s happening, it loses some of its hold over you.
This is just one of many incidents in which elderly men are deliberately sent to harass me — a tactic seemingly designed to sexually humiliate and degrade me as part of a relentless campaign of punishment, dehumanisation and retaliation.
Even the timing of the incident carried symbolic meaning. The numbers 4 and 6 are often used in this harassment campaign as sexual innuendoes: 6 referring to “sex,” and 4 carrying a similar connotation in Thai slang meaning “make love.” I am from Thailand, so these references are deliberately chosen to make the abuse more personal and demeaning. The number 4 may also symbolically reference Article 4 of theUniversal Declaration of Human Rights, which prohibits all forms of slavery — including sexual exploitation (sex trafficking / cybersex trafficking). Thus, it’s one of their covert communications to signal to me that they are also violating my Human RightsArticle 4 via non-consensual filming and distribution (cybersex trafficking).
While the isolated use of numbers ‘4’ and ‘6’ might appear innocuous to an uninformed observer, I have been subjected to a prolonged campaign by them wherein everyday language and personal expressions from my private communications are systematically twisted into sinister, immoral, or sexualised contexts. This repeated conditioning has created a heightened sensitivity and awareness in me to such manipulations, rendering the current uses of numbers ‘4’ and ‘6’ a clear and intentional act of mental abuse and an intentional infliction of emotional distress.
Consequently, through such calculated use of language, numbers, and timing, they have turned ordinary moments into tools of psychological manipulation, designed to degrade me and retaliate for my attempts to assert my rights.
Imagine living your life under constant observation, where every movement, every gesture, every private moment is monitored, recorded, zoomed in, and exploited. This is my reality. For years, I have been subjected to organised harassment, covert surveillance, and media exploitation, a pattern of abuse recognised by the United Nations and documented in OHCHR human rights reports.
The harassment and excessive monitoring campaign against me intensified last year, 2024, when I found out I have been living under 24/7 intrusive and illegal surveillance and tried to legally stop it.
Thus, this post details my experience of ongoing covert, intrusive surveillance around the clock, psychological harassment, and the industrial-scale misuse of private information, referencing UN-recognised harassment techniques. Insights for journalists, investigative journalists, policymakers, human rights organisations, human rights watch, human rights lawyers, politicians and advocates.
Industrial-Scale Exploitation of Private Life
For over a decade, my private life has secretly been under constant, unlawful and intrusive surveillance, racial and sexual harassment, and exploitation, targeting both my private life and my loved ones.
Hidden cameras captured intimate moments, including my personal relationships and private activities, without my consent. This footage has allegedly been shared widely—across online platforms, pornographic sites, and even with the people I know, including my daughter’s childhood friends to humiliate her as well (I have strong circumstantial evidence of this and will present it to the court. They may even be called to testify under oath). But she isn’t aware of it.
These entities profit financially while deliberately inflicting emotional distress. Even my daughter has allegedly been targeted, demonstrating malicious intent extending beyond myself. They even keep implying that they’re also exploiting her to cause me additional distress.
They use a range of psychological tactics, illegal surveillance methods, and media exploitation to intimidate, control, and humiliate me. Despite ongoing / pending legal actions, the harassment has escalated, showing malicious intent and deliberate obstruction of justice.
I am sharing my story publicly because silence allows them to shape the narrative, especially when they are high-profile individuals, tech executives, or institutions with reputations to protect.
Despite anticipated legal actions, these violations continue unabated, leaving me with no choice but to go public to protect myself and highlight the broader injustice.
The intent is unmistakable: to humiliate, harass, and exploit me, and probably my daughter as well, for financial gain. Even as I take legal steps to protect myself, these actions continue. My access to legal representation has been deliberately blocked, making it even more difficult to challenge this ongoing abuse.
Daily Surveillance and Harassment
The harassment I face is continuous, 24/7, and involves multiple methods:
Helicopter intimidation: Helicopters frequently fly over the courthouse (King’s Bench Division) or my residence whenever I attempt to assert my rights, submit court documents, on the verge of initiating court proceedings, or contact law firms.
Push notifications, emails, or phone calls timed to coincide with my private activities, such as using the bathroom, cooking, or moving in bed.
Conditioning and signalling: Individuals wear specific colours (e.g., navy blue, army green) to imply intentionality and perform specific actions, like opening doors, leaving / returning, conversing, whistling, or walking past my window in sync with my movements such as when I step into the kitchen, open the bathroom door, to remind me I am being constantly monitored.
Vehicle harassment: Cars and motorcycles drive past or accelerate at precise moments during my daily routines or just to make a turn in bed to signal constant, intrusive surveillance with the purpose to make me feel uncomfortable around the clock, knowing I am being constantly watched.
Children’s distraction techniques: Even children are used to create auditory hints, talking loudly to catch my attention at key moments.
These tactics are not random; they appear deliberately orchestrated to instill fear, paranoia, and a constant sense of surveillance, aligning with violations of Human Rights Act 1998, for example:
Article 3: Freedom from torture and inhuman or degrading treatment.
Article 8: Respect for your private and family life.
Article 6: Right to a fair trial.
They just seem to try to violate all my human rights.
Industrial-ScaleMisuse of Private Information
They have systematically exploited my private materials for financial gain and public humiliation:
Unauthorised filming and distribution: Hidden cameras and surveillance devices were used to obtain private footage with audio as well!
Media and film exploitation: My private materials and information have been allegedly shared with film companies, voyeuristic websites, porn sites, advertisement companies, tech platforms, social media sites and other media to produce content referencing my life, which is also a form of harassment on top of commercial exploitation.
Unjust enrichment: These entities profit from my experiences without my permission while intentionally inflicting emotional distress.
Impact on family: Even my daughter has probably been targeted as well through voyeurism and shared private material, showing malicious intent beyond myself.
These actions constitute harassment, invasion of privacy on a global scale, and intentional infliction of emotional distress, with a clear commercial dimension; it’s an illegal enterprise that they don’t want the public to know.
Documented Harassment Techniques Recognised by the UN
What I have endured is not an isolated or “localised” situation. The Office of the United Nations High Commissioner for Human Rights (OHCHR) has itself published detailed lists of harassment techniques used globally against victims of covert surveillance and organised stalking. These methods are documented as forms of psychological torture and community-based harassment.
According to the OHCHR’s report (“Harassment Techniques,” OHCHR.org), such tactics include:
Surveillance — Victims are persistently followed, electronically and physically monitored 24/7, and subjected to phone or computer hacking, including phone tracking.
Profiling — Intimate personal data is collected, often via trusted individuals or partners, and later weaponised to exploit emotional weaknesses.
Conditioning — Victims are sensitised to specific triggers such as coughing, colour patterns, hand gestures, or car headlights, which are then repeated to induce fear and hypervigilance.
Sound Campaigns — Abnormally high noise levels are directed at victims using cars, garbage trucks, shouting, or directional speakers to disturb peace and create psychological distress.
Sleep Deprivation — Victims are deliberately woken multiple times per night or kept awake for extended periods, impairing their ability to function and discrediting them as unstable.
Baiting and Entrapment — Harassers provoke victims into defensive reactions or minor offences, later used to criminalise or discredit them.
Gaslighting — A form of psychological abuse that distorts the victim’s perception of reality, undermining their confidence and mental stability.
Black-Bag Jobs — Covert entries into victims’ homes, with items moved or tampered with to induce self-doubt and fear.
Propaganda and Disinformation — Online misinformation campaigns spread to discredit victims and frame them as delusional, while false “support groups” are created to further isolate, manipulate and gaslight them.
Simulated Mental Health Symptoms — Harassers mimic or induce behaviours designed to make victims appear mentally ill, ensuring disbelief and institutional neglect.
These methods are well-documented human rights abuses and are therefore not isolated incidents.
Similar tactics have been reported by other UK survivors and other victims around the world. For example, another UK survivor of covert surveillance and organised harassment has confirmed that perpetrators use everyday stimuli (cars, clothing, coughs, phones) to create hypervigilance, fear, and trauma. This matches the tactics used against me daily, including colour-coded clothing, spitting, and staged public messages.
I am sharing my experience to urge journalists, policymakers, and human rights organisations to:
Investigate organised harassment networks.
Protect victims from illegal surveillance and exploitation.
Ensure perpetrators face legal and ethical consequences.
Living under 24/7 intrusive surveillance and having private life exploited for profit is a violation of human rights, a form of psychological torture, and an urgent social issue. Public awareness is the first step toward justice.
Conclusion
The combination of illegal surveillance, psychological harassment, and media exploitation represents a severe violation of human rights. By sharing my experience, I hope to:
Raise awareness of organised harassment campaigns.
Provide a roadmap for victims to document and publicise abuses.
Encourage policymakers, journalists, and human rights organisations to investigate, intervene, and prevent these abuses.
These are not isolated incidents — they are part of a systematic abuse of power with both financial and psychological motives.
The Cunning Tactic of Using Civilians to Stalk, Harass and Intimidate Me Daily (Stalking by Proxy)
I want to share a disturbing reality that I face every day: I am subjected to constant stalking, cyberstalking, harassment and intimidation by civilians who appear to be employed or directed by the perpetrators, or their agents, behind my ongoing legal battle as retaliation and victimisation.
These individuals are not random strangers — they follow a deliberate pattern designed to punish and silence me. Many wear specific colours like blue and army green – others may not wear these colours directly but carry items or accessories in blue, army green, burgundy, or orange to signal their role – including brands like Adidas and Puma (Seemingly copying my own clothing style because I also have some clothes from Adidas. But I don’t have Puma clothing. So, they might copy the Puma clothing style from someone I know), which act as a coded language within this harassment network. They often wear wireless earbuds, signaling live coordination and surveillance.
Blue and army green colours are some of the known sensitising colours use to harass me (colour harassment) on a daily basis every time I go out! They also use burgundy colour a lot to sensitise and harass me. Others may not wear these colours directly but carry items or accessories in blue, army green, burgundy, or orange to signal their role.
One of the cruelest tactics they use involves elderly men. Soon after I expose wrongdoing in my legal documents, which strongly suggests constant hacking/cyberstalking, these men are sent to sexually harass me in public places — at bus stops, on streets, on public transport, and other everyday locations. This targeted harassment is a form of punishment for speaking out and seeking justice. The abuse is humiliating, degrading, and designed to instill fear and silence me.
The elderly men then often wear blue colour to suggest intentional harassment. They would also instruct people to sit or stand in a group of 3, 6 or 8 to also imply the violations of my human rights articles 3 (freedom from torture, inhuman or degrading treatment), 6 (right to a fair trial) and 8 (right to privacy) under The Human Rights Act 1998.
Living under this constant, targeted harassment is like torture. Whenever I sit somewhere—like at a bus stop—an elderly man wearing a known sensitising colour, or carrying something in that colour, to signal intentionality and illegal surveillance, is almost immediately dispatched to sit or stand near me, making me feel deeply uncomfortable and unsafe. Sometimes these men come with their wives or partners, making it seem less obvious but no less intentional. If I try to escape by moving to another seat on the bus or train, a new harasser wearing those same colours, or some other colours of the known sensitising colours often used to harass me, will be sent to sit opposite or nearby, asserting that I cannot get away from their surveillance or abuse. This relentless, orchestrated presence is a cruel form of coercive control designed to isolate and intimidate me.
This elderly man walking towards me also carried something in blue to suggest intentionality. This elderly man also wore a black-and-white outfit, some of the newly introduced sensitising colours. He even followed me into a shop pretending to buy something as well, to make me feel uncomfortable. Surely, he was instructed to do so. It’s like this every single day!
What’s even more shocking is how orchestrated, calculated and sadistic this harassment is. The timing is rarely coincidental. Every time I write about or expose their actions, the harassment intensifies almost immediately. They want me to know I am being watched, cyberstalked, tracked (both via phone tracking and stalking by proxy), and punished for standing up.
For example, just after I drafted this blog post, I immediately heard a mocking laugh outside my window. When I looked out, two people wearing the known sensitising colours walked by while chatting, followed by a Black woman dressed in all black with a pink backpack, some of the known sensitising colours they have newly introduced. This immediate sequence is a clear message that I am being illegally monitored 24/7 both online and offline.
This pattern of symbolic harassment, close surveillance, and coordinated intimidation is designed to isolate, degrade, and break me. They use personal references and coded messages to make it clear this abuse is targeted and ongoing.
This is not merely personal harassment but a systematic campaign of psychological terror, abuse, and illegal surveillance. By sharing my story, I hope to raise awareness about these hidden forms of abuse and encourage others facing similar situations to seek help.
No one should have to endure this level of control and cruelty in silence.
It’s part of a wider pattern of illegal surveillance, invasion of privacy, and efforts to isolate and control me. By sharing this, I hope to raise awareness about these tactics, highlight the abuse, and urge others not to ignore the hidden forms of harassment techniques that people like me endure in silence daily.
If you or someone you know is experiencing harassment, stalking, or abuse, please reach out to trusted support services, legal advisers, or advocacy groups. Speaking out is the first step toward breaking free from abuse and reclaiming your life. Together, we can shine a light on these dark tactics and demand justice and dignity for all victims.
No one should have to live under such oppressive conditions.
For years, I have endured unrelenting harassment, stalking, and invasive surveillance — often in the very spaces where I should feel safe: my home, my room, in shared accommodations and even in public bathrooms. Despite filing a formal legal claim and applying for an urgent injunction in court, the abuse has not stopped. In fact, it has intensified.
Most alarming is that the evidence and documents I submitted to the court have mysteriously disappeared — twice. Following each submission, the content appears to be used to mock and intimidate me through coordinated public harassment and symbolic gestures.
I now face daily, escalating acts of psychological abuse, mental abuse, financial abuse, including sexual harassment, racial harassment, discriminatory targeting, and threatening messages or hidden death threats through signs, clothing, behaviour from strangers, emails, and more.
Worse still, my access to legal representation appears to have been systematically blocked. Every attempt to secure a solicitor has been sabotaged. Because I have contacted about 200-300 law firms so far, including top human rights solicitors, and no one wants to help me. Something just does not seem right, and it’s undemocratic.
They would also intimidate me to death every time I try to seek help from a lawyer. Especially when I go see them in person. I have not visited any solicitors since in fear for my safety, especially of being shot. This is not right!
Consequently, I have no one to protect my rights, my privacy, or my safety, including protecting me from discrimination and injustice. I am alone in this fight — legally, emotionally, and physically — while being severely harassed both racially and sexually, intimidated and illegally monitored around the clock – both online and offline – amounting to a premeditated hate crime and a violence against women.
Having legal representation is crucial because it ensures a fair legal process, protects yout rights, and helps navigate complex legal situations.
Lawyers can interpret the law, provide expert guidance, and represent you effectively in court, potentially leading to better outcomes and reducing stress.
A more detailed look at the importance:
1. Fair Trial and Protection of Rights:
Everyone is entitled to legal representation in court, which ensures a fair trial.
Legal representation acts as a safeguard against potential abuses of power and ensures your rights are upheld.
Lawyers can navigate the complexities of legal proceedings, ensuring you understand your rights and obligations.
2. Expert Guidance and Navigation of Legal Processes:
Lawyers can help you understand the intricacies of the law and how it applies to your specific situation.
They can provide expert advice on navigating complex legal processes and make sure you don’t make decisions that could harm your case.
They can also help you identify potential issues and strategies to protect your interests.
3. Negotiation and Conflict Resolution:
Lawyers can negotiate on your behalf and help you reach a resolution without resorting to lengthy court battles.
They can also help mediate disputes and find solutions that are mutually agreeable
Thus, being refused legal aid/representation would infringe:
My rights under the European Convention on Human Rights
My retained EU rights to legal representation
Therefore, I cannot stay silent any longer when my human rights are at risk. Especially Article 3 (Freedom from torture and inhuman or degrading treatment), the torture I have to go through each day is very severe in my case – hence, I urgently need a solicitor to help me stop this, Article 6 (Right to a fair trial), Article 8 (Respect for your private and family life), this one is also crucial when my privacy is being severely violated in every way possible, Article 10 (Freedom of expression) and Article 14 (Protection from discrimination) under the Human Rights Act 1998.
My life is also at risk due to the relentless campaigns of racial & sexual harassment and intimidation against me, which escalate day by day, causing me severe emotional distress, stress, anxiety and exhaustion. It’s like public lynching.
I also have to do everything myself from gathering evidence, drafting legal documents, filing court papers and so on. It’s overwhelming when I don’t have a solicitor to help me with all of this and to give me legal advice, or represent me, causing me additional stress and frustration. This has consumed all of my time and energy, unable to do anything else.
This is no longer just about justice for me — it is about exposing deliberate obstruction of justice and survival. Because I am too distressed by now to even function. Completely isolated. No help and support left. I cannot go anywhere either without being surveilled, intimidated, racially and sexually harassed. It’s too much!
In light of these events, I have no choice but to go public. This blog and the accompanying press release mark the beginning of a campaign for transparency and accountability. I will also contact many organisations, like organisations specialising in women’s rights advocacy and sexual abuse awareness, to ask for help and support. If I managed to get them to help me. Because all my online activities and communications also appear to be illegally monitored to prevent me from seeking help. Because whomever I have emailed or called asking for help seems to have been contacted afterwards and subsequently influenced not to help me. Even my physical posts appear to have been opened or hijacked, as if all my avenues of getting help are being deliberately blocked. It’s a form of coercive control, similar to a coercive control in a relationship, to prevent me from escaping the abuse.
I invoke my legal right to speak out, including:
Article 2 of the European Convention on Human Rights (ECHR): the right to life — which imposes a duty on the state to protect those at real and immediate risk.
Article 10 ECHR: the right to freedom of expression — especially in matters of public interest and imminent harm.
Qualified privilege (common law): which protects statements made in good faith to raise awareness of danger, obstruction, or ongoing violations.
Even victims with legal teams often run campaigns for justice. In my case, where I am allegedly being denied access to legal protection and court evidence has gone missing, I must ensure transparency myself. Because if I stay silent, I might not survive. My time is therefore running out.
I believe the public has a right to know. I think this case is a matter of public interest, involving institutional failures, denial of rights, and ongoing violence against women.
If you are a journalist, legal professional, human rights advocate, or simply someone who believes in justice — I invite you to read my story, share it, and help make sure it is not buried.
This is not just my fight — it is a fight for fairness, dignity, severe discrimination, racism, and human rights in the face of unchecked abuse.
“If you are approached to participate in questionable surveillance, intimidation, or harassment—say no. The long-term consequences outweigh any short-term gains. History has shown that these unethical practices are eventually exposed, and those responsible rarely escape accountability. Stand on the right side of history.”
Share my campaign by clicking on the link below and share this blog post to as many people as possible to raise public awareness of unethical covert surveillance and organised harassment.
P.S. I don’t think any woman on earth has been through what I have been through and still have to go through each day! This happens under the nose of everyone in a democratic society. It’s shocking. I still think I’m dreaming. This can’t be right.
