On Tuesday, 21 October 2025, at around 4:06 p.m., they used subtle, calculated sexual harassment technique again, which I continue to experience. Moments after I stepped into the hallway to check my post, an elderly man appeared, walking past me in a narrow space, carrying a navy-blue backpack — one of the main colours repeatedly used in the harassment campaign against me.
It’s the same tactic being routinely used by sending an elderly man out to walk part me in a narrow space, sit near me at a bus stop, sit right next to me on a bus or train, stand right in front of me on a bus and similar to make me feel uncomfortable. Especially as a punishment every time I try to stop the ongoing abuse and exploitation.
The timing (Starting in the number 4 and ending in the number 6) and the immediate response after I moved both point to deliberate monitoring of my actions. These moments are designed to make me feel unsafe in my own environment — reminders that I am being constantly watched.
I did not take pictures of him as proof this time due to the shock and distress that I have to endure each day. I cannot take pictures of every incident each time it happens — it is simply overwhelming. I only document significant events to avoid exhausting myself.
The escalation in retaliation and harassment also occurred shortly after I had shared my blog post on social media about how hacking has hindered my ability to pursue my dream careers as a writer and filmmaker. The retaliation was swift, clearly intended as a punishment for speaking out.
What makes this kind of harassment so distressing is its precision. Every tiny lapse in vigilance is exploited. Every pattern I try to avoid is used again. It’s psychological warfare conducted through ordinary acts — walking, checking mail, or just existing.
Even so, I refuse to be silenced. Exposing these patterns is part of reclaiming my power — because once you name what’s happening, it loses some of its hold over you.
This is just one of many incidents in which elderly men are deliberately sent to harass me — a tactic seemingly designed to sexually humiliate and degrade me as part of a relentless campaign of punishment, dehumanisation and retaliation.
Even the timing of the incident carried symbolic meaning. The numbers 4 and 6 are often used in this harassment campaign as sexual innuendoes: 6 referring to “sex,” and 4 carrying a similar connotation in Thai slang meaning “make love.” I am from Thailand, so these references are deliberately chosen to make the abuse more personal and demeaning. The number 4 may also symbolically reference Article 4 of the Universal Declaration of Human Rights, which prohibits all forms of slavery — including sexual exploitation (sex trafficking / cybersex trafficking). Thus, it’s one of their covert communications to signal to me that they are also violating my Human Rights Article 4 via non-consensual filming and distribution (cybersex trafficking).
While the isolated use of numbers ‘4’ and ‘6’ might appear innocuous to an uninformed observer, I have been subjected to a prolonged campaign by them wherein everyday language and personal expressions from my private communications are systematically twisted into sinister, immoral, or sexualised contexts. This repeated conditioning has created a heightened sensitivity and awareness in me to such manipulations, rendering the current uses of numbers ‘4’ and ‘6’ a clear and intentional act of mental abuse and an intentional infliction of emotional distress.
Consequently, through such calculated use of language, numbers, and timing, they have turned ordinary moments into tools of psychological manipulation, designed to degrade me and retaliate for my attempts to assert my rights.
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