Reading the First Chapter of My Upcoming True Crime Book

I am reading the first chapter of my soon-to-be-released true crime book The Web of Predators, detailing how they have allegedly been sexually abusing me via hidden cameras for more than a decade, misusing my private information on an industrial scale, commercially exploiting me, racially and sexually harass me, stalking, intimidating, blackmailing, preventing me from having legal representation, violating my human rights in every way possible and many more!

They even keep implying that they’re also abusing my daughter the exact same way they’re abusing me. But she doesn’t know it that she may be a victim of voyeurism as well since every attempt to warn her has been obstructed, to suppress the truth and to prevent her from getting help. Just like how they apparently block my access to lawyers. Consequently, this looks like a double hate crime against us.

Before The Storm is the name of my first chapter. It’s the point when I look back how they have been illegally filming and distributing my private materials for years without me having the slightest idea of it. Until late 2024 that I began to notice that they have been non-consensually recording me with the hidden cameras – both for sexual gratification and commercial exploitation – for probably more than a decade!

When I tried to stop the abuse through the court by attempting to apply for an urgent injunction and initiate court proceedings, the abuse, harassment and intimidation escalated. They even seem to block my access to legal representation, allowing themselves to carry on abusing me under the radar.

Consequently, I still live under intrusive, illegal surveillance in an accommodation filled with hidden cameras unlawfully installed everywhere, even in the bathroom, despite pending court proceedings, non-consensually recording everything I do and even distributing or live-streaming it to various places to make money on me as well, amounting to cybersex trafficking / sex trafficking.

Simultaneously, I have to work on my case alone without the help of a solicitor due to the alleged blocking of my access to lawyers, constituting a systematic and egregious violation of my fundamental human rights, specifically those enshrined in the European Convention on Human Rights (ECHR), as incorporated into UK law by the Human Rights Act 1998.

Before the Storm

There was a time when life felt beautifully ordinary — filled with dreams, deadlines, and late-night ideas typed into my digital notebooks, Google Docs, and screenplay software, stored on my devices. My world revolved around storytelling through acting, writing, and directing. They were not just ambitions; they were extensions of who I was. I lived for the thrill of creation — the magic of transforming a thought into a scene, a feeling into dialogue, a blank page into a living moment.

Every day was a balancing act between survival and imagination. I spent countless hours crafting scripts, developing characters, and mapping out stories that spoke to what it meant to be human — love, loss, loneliness, courage, identity. My tiny flat was a workshop of ideas: storyboards taped to the walls, camera equipment leaned against the wall, screenwriting and filmmaking books on the shelf, stacks of screenplays on the dining table, etc. I wasn’t waiting for permission to begin — I was learning by doing.

I wrote screenplays and treatments, short films and feature concepts. Some scripts came alive on screen; others stayed tucked away, waiting for the right time. I taught myself how to write and direct — from shaping the story to framing shots — using every opportunity to learn, fail, experiment, and grow. Those early scripts and short films were raw and imperfect, but they were real. They were mine.

There was a sense of quiet hopefulness then — that if I kept going, kept believing, something would break through. I dreamed of seeing my name in the rolling credits of films that would move people the way cinematic storytelling had always fascinated me. I was chasing something pure — the art of telling captivating stories through films.

I had no idea that behind the calm of those ordinary creative days, a storm was gathering. That everything I had built — every dream, every piece of myself shared on screen or online — would soon be hacked and stolen for others to make profit but me – the real owner of my ideas, creativity and creation. 

But before the darkness came, there was light — the kind that burns with purpose, with love for art, for storytelling, for life itself.

This was who I was before the storm.

Oscar

Simple Living

Today, I made a simple dish for my simple life — just stir-fried rice with bacon. Not out of choice, but necessity. Because I have only about £5 left in my bank account.

This is one of the many consequences I face for asserting my rights. It’s not only my access to lawyers that appears to have been obstructed, but also my financial independence. My creative works have seemingly been stolen, and I have allegedly been blacklisted, making it nearly impossible to earn a living or continue pursuing my passion for writing and filmmaking.

What should have been a path of creativity and growth has instead become a struggle for survival — simply because I chose to stand up for justice.

After writing this blog post, I will continue to work on my case. It’s challenging when you’re not a lawyer yourself. But I have no choice for the time being.

At the same time, I am also working on my book trying to make some kind of income in the meantime through self-publishing books.

Rice with bacon.