I really want to make my first feature film soon. I don’t know. The idea is just so strong. I feel like dropping the whole thing and focus only on film industry. I do lots of things at once which scatters my energy everywhere. And that’s why I never finish my book, film script, or even start making a film. And I have lots of good stories to turn them into books or films. I have experience in film making. I am an aspiring actress myself. So, I have experiences both in front and behind the camera. If I could just concentrate on film business and nothing more, I might have written a book or two or made my first feature film by now. So today, I will spend time thinking about my future, what I really want, what makes me happy, how I see myself in the next 3, 5, or 10 years, and so on. I think, it’s very important that I have to start being serious about what I really want to do with my life in terms of work. Time doesn’t wait for me. So I have to make up my mind now. But I have a strong feeling that it will be entertainment industry that I will enjoy working with it for the rest of my life.
So I think today, I will start looking for film crew to collaborate with. I am not finished with the film script, yet. But I have already written a draft or plot, created the characters, had some locations in my mind, etc. So, I do have an idea of the film genre, what types of actors and actresses to be in the film, where to film it, and more. It will be a low budget film that maybe doesn’t even need any money to make it. But the film could become sensational! If I planned it well, started in good time, found the right people to work with, and so forth. That’s all it needs, I think. So I’d better start now. I think, this is it! I’m going to do it. And who knows, this could be my breakthrough movie.